Rishmi diaries 2

Ye ishq tum na karna

Sid held Lakshmi's hand and prayed for her wellness. Lakshmi gently opened her eyes.

Siddharth: ohhh thank god finally u opened your eyes. U literally killed me. And rishi he was so worried.

Lakshmi: where's he... where's rishi.

Siddharth: he went home although he was not ready to leave u but i had to do so as the doctor came I was afraid that she might tell about your disease but gosh she didn't speak anything. Shalu was crying so badly she is upstairs with dad I'll call her. But before that please talk to rishi he was worried about u and called me every 10 mins see he is calling again.

Lakshmi: don't pick up the call and no need to answer. U call shalu.

Sid: but Lakshmi why? He was so concerned about u.

Lakshmi: I have my reasons.

Sid: what reasons I need to know this one please!

Lakshmi: cuz I still love him

Sid shocked and heart broken: if... U love him then accept it he craves for u every moment I was thinking u wanted to get rid of him. I didn't knew he owned your heart. I........I thought.... But then why were you so happy with me . Whyy.. Did you create all this mess.....

Lakshmi: I don't want to ruin his life by accepting our love. Why do u think I married you only because of money ....nnoo I can't leave rishi crying and ruining himself for me after my death and that's why I need to keep distance from him.. U think it's easy for me wearing a fake smile a fake laugh just to hurt rishi.. Everytime I hurt him my own heart bleeds.. And she cried

Siddharth consoled her and she kept her head in his shoulder.

Shalu came with soup for Lakshmi and Sid left the room.

Sid's heart was shattered he went straight to the bar and planned to stay there the whole night: I.. Love..... Loved you Lakshmi but..... U never loved me neither u can because you are already in love. ....... With... With a better guy.... But don't worry u may not love me but i do love u so i will make sure that these last 2 months are the  most memorable months of your life.... I may not get love from u but maybe ur smile become the reason for my happiness.

Rishi entered the bar and he grabbed Sid by his collar: why are u ignoring my calls where is Lakshmi what happened..

Sid: she.. Is okay relax.

Rishi's anger fumed  he punched siddharth and pushed him . And slapped him sid being drunk also started fighting back.

Lakshmi came running with shalu and she stood between them.

Lakshmi: why did u both stop keep fighting.. Please continue ur fights.

The waiter: mam sir was peacefully drinking this guy came and started beating him so the fight started.

Rishi: ya i started fighting coz he didn't tell me anything about u.. He assured that he will tell me but he did not.

Lakshmi: ya because I said so. And why can't you stay.. And she coughs

Rishi and Sid move forward to hold her.

Lakshmi: leave me and stay away from me. What's happening here Sid kal humari shaadi hai aur aap ye sab kar rahe hain.

Sid: but your health.

Rishi: Lakshmi u don't care about anything except your marriage right?!

Lakshmi: I am okay now and why we shall postpone something that's inevitable.. We are getting married tomorrow.

Rishi: I won't be coming!!

Lakshmi: (with tears in her eyes and a straight face...)it's your choice I will get married still whether it's your absence or your presence...

Rishi left the hotel with tears Lakshmi's words echoed in his mind Lakshmi could not control too so she ran to her room and locked herself crying the whole night. Three of them Sid, lakshmi and rishi spent the night crying being heart broken...
Ayush consoled rishi and shalu tried to console Lakshmi but siddharth was alone as he could not talk about it to anyone.