Dangerous and Deadly Love

Reality

"Hey, Little King." The blonde of the hour got my attention as she was walking over towards me. I loved the way her hair was long enough to where I was able to braid it for her. She always let me mess with her hair, she did as a kid and she still does even when I'm a teenager.

"Carol, I really don't think it's a good idea that we do that." I take the drink she handed me and I placed it on the counter. We were in a bar on a very strange planet that had no rules. I wonder what it would be like to wrangle everyone together and try to enforce rules.

"What do you mean? This is a planet with no rules and I can see that you need this. You need to relax, unwind a little." You look at her and slightly smile. "Look, I know what you're going through and I'm sorry it's this hard on you, but please, let me help, let me try and take some of that grief off your shoulders." Her words make me realize what I've been like for the past couple of days or weeks, which is really bad, I've been terrible. Now I understand why Nick called her in and sent me off with her.

"Fine, but this is the only time that I will be drinking alien stuff, and messing around on an alien planet." She gave me a while hearted laugh as she smiled with me as we clinked our drinks together.

Hours went by as I was starting to slightly feel the effects of the alcohol in my system. I was dancing like no one was watching in the room, but I know for a fact that there was a certain person was watching me. I would look over at her every now and then, seeing her eyes attached to my hips as they swayed to the foreign music. Her hazel eyes would travel up and down my body, watching as I danced around the very unfamiliar club. I don't know when but I pulled her on to the dance floor as I was pushing my hips into her. There wasn't a thought in my mind that this was wrong. I had my distractions from Earth as I had more and more drinks, but it wasn't enough. I needed more, more of a distraction.

I finally turned around and planted my lips on hers. I know that this is wrong, it's against the universe for me to do this, but it felt so right. It felt like this was meant to be for a split second. When I pulled away I saw the look on her face that was full of confusion. But it changed when she leaned back into me and pulled me closer to her. Her hands were all over my body as she pulled me away from the dance floor. Soon enough we were on the roof of the building, walking back on to her ship.

"Are you sure about this?" Her question we so simple that it made me smile to think she would care about it.

"Yes..." I looked at her lust blown eyes as my hands played with the hair at the base of her neck. "Yes, I want this."

Before I was able to connect my lips with the Captain's I was pushed down to the ground the same time the scene was changing. This place was different from the alien club, it was darker, like all the lights in the place were out and all the was shinning through was the moon light through the floor to ceiling windows.

"Natty! Nat! Natasha!" I was screaming from the top of my lungs and it felt like I wasn't being heard. There has to be a way of telling her without scaring her away, but I'm already too late.

"Kingsley you have no right to be talking to me." She's walking away from me as she's taking our daughter away from me.

"Please Natty, do it for Nica. Please!" I hate begging, Nat knows that, but why is she using it against me?

"You will never see me or your daughter again." Her words ring through my head as she walks out of the house and out of my life. I'm just left there on the ground crying to myself before I let out a scream that wakes me up.

I'm sweating and cold and uncomfortable as I wake up from the reality of a dream I just had, or nightmare or memory. I don't even know what it should be called.