NAZRANA MOHABBAT KA

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"Haan dyan jayga bhi kaise, main bol raha tha na to meri baat ko ignore karna to teri adat si ho gayi hai jaise muj ignore karti thi"

"Are par"

"Muj baat he nai karni hai tumhare sath main jaa raha hun agar tumhe chalna hai to chalo warna raho yahin pe"

"Jana hai na tuj jaa nai aa rahi main bhi rahungi yahin pe aur jab tak tu khud ache se manake wapis nai leke jaygi na tab tak main wapis nai ane wali. Bas har baat ka ulta matlab nikalna hota hai tuj. Yaar bola na galti se hua muj pata nai chala wahan edge hai warna main sachi main nai jati aur agar tuj pareshan he karna hoga na to main koi aur tarika dund nikalungi aise kayron ka tarika nai lungi samja na. Aya bara muj bolne aur agar muj Yashu se shadi karni bhi hai to tujhe kya problem hai, kuch din pahele shadi ke date ke time tune he bola tha na ki jitna jaldi shadi hogi utna jaldi main tere se alag houngi. To ab kya tuj takleef hai bata. Danke ki chot pe bola hai ki usse shadi karni nai tere jaise nai ki teri girlfriends hai uska tere papa ke alawa kisi ko nai pata aur unko batane main bhi dar lagta hai tuj, Aur papa ko bhi teri 4 girlfriends nai bas ek he pata hai usko tak nai bata paya tu ki teri itni girlfriends thi, to na mere upar ye blame dalne ki koi need nai hai samja na. Aur mere pass jab inssan se dur rahene ka option hai na to main uska murder kun karungi. Itna gaya gujra samjte ho tum muj, aaj pata chala hai. Muj leke to tumhari soch itni choti hai. Kabi kabi doubt hota hai ye wahi Sidharth hai jisse maine kabhi pyaar bhi kiya tha"

She left from there and sat on stone near water fall from she was getting wet and at the same time she was crying. Other side he too went to other side and was in deep thinking.

"Ye mere liye aise sochta hai ki main isse takleef dene ke liye ye sab kar rahi hun jabki isse pata hai jab bhi main water falls ke pass hoti hun sab kuch bhul jati hun bas fir nature he dikhta hai. Par ye mera wala Sidharth thori nai jisko ye sab yaad hoga. Aur shayad main he jimedhar hun uski aisi soch ke liye. Maine bhi to kabhi aisa feel nai na hone diya ki main bhi usse utna he pyaar karti hun par kya karun muj dar lagta hai aur ye dar he muj andar he andar maar raha hai, na kisi ko bata sakti hun na usko sahen kar sakti hun. Main nai chahti kisi ko bhi guilt ho uss baat ka. Par Sidharth, kya maine sach main over react kiya hai uske sath jo wo aise behave kar raha hai, thori der pahele tak to wo mere sath enjoy kar raha tha na to achanak aise kun bol raha tha jaise main apna kuch nai manti. Meri he galti hai sari, mere wajh se he wo aise behave kar raha tha. Maine bhi to kabi usse aisa feel nai hone diya ki main bhi iss rishte main utni he liable hun jitna ki wo hai. Agar wo initiate kar sakta hai to main kun nai kar sakti aur kitne time tak iss dar ke sath jiungi jabki maut ani he hai ek na ek din to jitney din hai wo to Khushi se jiyen unko kun kharab karna hai. Par kya main kar paungi. Sidharth ko to hamesha se ek pyari se wife chahiye thi na aur main bilkul opposite hun na uske. Muj apne mann ka karna pasand hai par usse jo uski baten manne. Agar main loud hun to wo bilkul calm hai. Par wo khud he to bolta hai ki wo mere se pyaar karta hai. Wo to jhuth nai ho sakta na. Ek minute main yahan itni der se baithi hun ye ek baar bhi nai aya merko wapis lene, lene shodo bulaya tak nai. Itna gussa ye lata kahan se hai merko samaj nai ata hai. Maine nai manane wali kunki meri koi galti nai hai, thori se to thi. Thori sit hi na baki to uski hai na. Ek to wo meri likes dislikes bhul gaya hai upar se mere upar he gussa bhi kar raha hai. Main bhi baithi rahungi yahin pe jab tak khud nai ata. Baad main mana lungi ache se par abi to usko he ana hoga" she was murmuring all this to herself and alongside getting wet still.

"Maine over react kiya kya wo to bas enjoy kar rahi thi na aur enjoy karte karte uska dyan nai gaya hoga. Maine pata nai kya kya bol diya usse gusse main. Par main bhi kya karun uske words muj aisa sochne pe majbur karte hai na to kar diya aise react. Abi wo wahan kya kar rahi hogi, paka maze he kar rahi hogi. Usko kahan meri parwa usko to ajkal bas wo chimkadar he to dikhta hai main dikhta kahan hun usse. Par yaar main bhi kya karun uska aisa behaviour muj affect karta hai mujse bardash bhi to nai hota na ki wo aise behave karti hai to. Abi main jaun kya usko dekhne meri bhi to galti thi wo agar aise hai to main waisa kun ban raha hun muj maturity dikhani chahiye na. Wo agar immature ban rahi hai to. Wo he to bolti thi tu hai na mature to main kun tere jaise harkaten karna start kar dun. Koi to alag ho"