CORIE
We all screamed at April's revelation. She had lost her virginity to Niall last night and she still couldn't believe it.
" How did it feel?" I asked as we pulled up in front of Margo's house.
" How do you think it felt, it hurt like hell!" Margo answered for her.
" You---"
" Yea last summer," she answered me with a grin. "Don't ask who, it was some guy at camp."
" Wow. Well she's right it did hurt. Felt like I was being ripped apart. I don't see how I could ever do it again," April said leaning her head on the steering wheel.
" Okay don't give all the details until I meet up with you guys later. Talk about something else. Talk about Corie's crazy boyfriend," Margo giggled leaving the car.
" He's not my boyfriend!" I called through the window. "Anywho, so how do you feel? Like emotionally?" I ask April.
" I feel great. I mean aside from my broken vagina I feel really good about what happened between us. Niall has been great from the start and he respects me..."
I smile and listen to her talk about Niall and I can't help but feel a little jealous. Don't get me wrong April is my sister and I want what's best for her, but I wish I had what she had. Harry had disrespected me from the night we met and did it continously.
I kept reminding myself I forgave him and I shouldn't even think of it anymore but it was still there, nagging at me.
"....but I'll tell you the details when we meet back up with Margo. But what about you? What happened last night?" she asks pulling off.
" Um, we had an argument and it just got--"
" No I know that, Margo told me. I mean what happened last night," she asked again moving my curls to the side and pulling down the mirror so I can see the huge hickey Harry placed on my neck.
I hadn't noticed all day, maybe because my hair covered it.
" Oh, um we kissed...and he kinda, you know touched me...down there." Why was I so ashamed?
" He fingered you!?"
" Yea...he fingered me."
" Wow. Well why do you sound so sad about it?"
" I don't know. I just think we're on 2 different pages. I like Harry, I do, but..."
" Corie I think the guy likes you too."
" Yea but now what? I mean I don't want to jump into a relationship with him but he's gonna still be all over girls and you know I don't like that."
" Talk to him about it."
" I don't want him to think I'm this clingy virgin."
" Yea but you're not. But if he's going to be fingering you, he can't finger anyone else."
" Those are the rules," I laugh as we pull up in front of April's house.
She had told her parents we were staying over Margo's to work on a project and they didn't ask many questions, especially because April and I both had straight A's.
After packing a bag for the beach and The Troc we swung back over to get Margo. On the way to the beach we listened to April's amazing night and I got a text from Harry.
♤We're here, what the hell is taking you so long?♤
I smile at his imaptience and reply.
♢Calm down, we're on our way♢
