Lose My Mind *Jay McGuiness Fan Fic* (FINISHED)

Lose My Mind *TW Fan Fic*

Julia POV

I tried force my eyes open, slowly they creaked open, then fatigued over took me again. I heard some murmuring," Her eyed fluttered, look, come one Julia, Julia I know you can hear try, please try again." Julia, who's Julia must be someone else in the same room. where am I?

It felt like a hours had passed, I tried opening my eyes again, but this time I tried slower, as my eyes fluttered again, the lights blinded me. As my eyes started to focus I noticed someone, a guy at the edge of my bed, with a smile he said," Julia you're awake! I'm going to go call the guys and get the doctor." With that he ran, his curly hair disappearing around the corner.

Julia? The boys? As in kids or? Who is he? What happened? Too many questions my head was starting to hurt. Then the guy walked back in with a doctor and nurse in tow. The doctor and nurse stopped at the edge of my bed and the curly haired guy walked to my left side and reached for my hand. I snatched it back and a confused look crossed his face.

"Hi. How are you feeling?" the doctor asked as the nursed jotted some information down.

"I-I..my head hurts a bit. What happened? Why am I here?" I sat up a bit and a sharp pain over took me." Aahh.."

"Please don't move love." The guy next to me said as he helped me sit up.

"Who are you?" I looked him in the eyes, they were the most beautiful color blue I'd ever seen, well not that I remember anyone with blue eyes, well I didn't remember anyone actually. His face saddened as he turned to look at the doctor.

"Can you tell me your name? Age? And date of birth?" I turned back to look at the doctor.

"Umm..uhh..I-I..my name is.." I tried to remember but I kept pulling blanks."I-I don't know, what happened to me? Who am I?!" Immediately the nurse came over to me and pushed me down as I kept screaming out questions, demanding answers. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my left arm and slowly my vision blurred and I was in the dark once again.

Jay POV

"Umm..uhh..I-I..my name is.." She stuttered as her cute brows furrowed together, that was a sign that she was in deep concentration."I-I don't know, what happened to me? Who am I?!" She started to scream the nurse rushed over, pushed me away as a male nurse came over and injected her, making her screams become whispers, her eyes closed slowly.

Tears filled my eyes as I processed everything that had just happened. She didn't remember who she was, she didn't remember me, meaning she had no memory of us, the boys, the kids, our life. Why, why did this have to happen to us, just when we were so happy. Wait that meant she didn't know...she didn't know about her condition.

"Doctor, doctor," he turned with a sad smile," If she doesn't remember who she is, does she know about her condition?"

"I'm afraid not, she most likely doesn't know."

"Is she okay? Is the.."

"Mate how is she?" I heard a voice behind me, I turned to come face to face with Tom, Siva, and Nathan.

"She's okay, Hold on I need to..." I turned back around to see that the doctor had walked away."..never mind. Wait where's Max?"

"Oh he decided to stay with the kids." I nodded after hearing that from Nath." I see."

"Yeah so hows Jules?" questioned Siva, as a pained look crossed my face, he said," that bad?"

"Worst mate. She doesn't remember her me, and she doesn't remember her own name."

"Oh god that's bad what about the.." Tom asked.

"Fine, the doctor said to not overwhelm her with  information, especially because of her condition." I said.

"Understandable, Is she awake?" asked Nath.

 "No, they had to sedate her, after she freaked out when she couldn't remember what happened or her name." I saddened. The boys walked me over to the waiting room. I sat down and settled my head on my hands. "Lads I don't know, what's going to happen? What if she never regains her memory?"

"Don't think like that. Think positive." Tom advised as he put his hand on my shoulder as he settled down to my left, Nathan sat on my right and Siva crouched in front of me.

A couple of minutes must of past because then Siva got up, "Nath come on we are going to go get coffee and then we can call Max and fill him in." Nath nodded as he got up.

"Do you want anything?" I shook my head no bothering to look up. After they left Tom spoke," Mate you can't beat yourself up, You need to stay strong for Jules, and the kids."

I looked up into his eyes," Mate it is my fault if it wasn't because of me, she wouldn't be here none of this would've happened." I said as tears streamed down my cheeks instantly drying up due to the cold temperature in the room. He just patted my back without saying anything, he must of sense that I didn't want to talk.

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Hello Darlings,

Okay so yes a new story, I'm alternating between stories and I write when I get inspired. This is a new idea. Hope you like it. So what do you think so far? Comment. Share it. The more reads the merrier I'll be. Okay so back to the story.

What is Julia's condition?

What happened between Jay and Julia?

What happened that caused Julia's memory loss and waking up in the hospital?

Will Julia regain her memory?

How will she react to all the information?

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