"I can't act like I don't feel anything for you."
- found it on tumblr.
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The next day her and Jake were together again. Nothing has ever happened between us, nothing ever did. According to the public anyhow. But I knew, deep down I knew she was mine. She was mine and I was hers.
It was a cycle for the longest time.
The fighting, crying, late night confessions, the lies whispered inside of my ear to bring me back into her trap, the empty morning bed.
But this night was different. Tonight something bad must've happened in order for her to walk in and just storm right into my room.
When she came back out she only wore and big T-shirt and dragged me into my room and away from the TV. "But [Name]!" I whined, "It's too early to go to bed."
It could've been the way she looked at me. Or possibly the rasp in her voice when she said, "Come to bed with me." But I know that something went wrong and tonight would be different.
The scary thing was that I was right.
And with her I am never right.
The next morning I woke up and expected an empty bed, but there she was in all of her glory. Entangled around me and for the first time in my life I became delusional to believe she was mine. Only mine.
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