Birds are kinda a Clawthorne thing (amity blight x fem reader)

Chapter 21: you ok sweetheart?

Eda POV:

I cheer for my baby after her and her bands performance is over

"Im so proud if our girl" Lily cries with Hooty

I wait for Raine to come back on stage with the announcement for the top 5

"Eda I ran out of snacks" King complains

I toss him a few snails before he runs away happily

The curtains finally open to reveal Raine on stage with a paper

"Now I can sure tell you all this was a tough decision, but my judgement has been made" they say

"The contestants going into round 5 are... Sero Vixx! The Walkers! Samuel Winters! Harlow Ravana and..."

We all wait on the edge of our seats

"Just say it already Rainestorm" I whisper to myself

"The Bad Girls!" They wave the paper in the air as we and the rest if the crowd cheer

Luz POV:

I jump in the air before joining the girls in a group hug

We all scream and shout a little too loud

Once we settle a bit I turn to notice a certain someone

Sitting all alone with no one to celebrate with is a little owl girl

(Y/n) hits my arm "go talk to her dummy"

"No, no, She's um.. well I-"

(Y/n) pushes me out of the crowd

Sero looks up at me

Oh my gosh I probably look so awkward right now

Sero waves and smiles

I take a deep breath and manage to walk up to her

"Congratulations" I hold my hand out stupidly

"Um thanks" she shakes my hand

*convo time skip*

After talking for a bit I let the drama with Harlow slip

"Harlow Ravana?"

I nod

"Look, I'm not one to condone spreading rumours or anything, but I have a feeling Harlow did something to (y/n). She seems very sad and uncomfortable ever since she came back"

"Harlow is very... how can I put this? Pushy?"

"Do you know her" I ask

"You can say that"

"Oo tell me more, I love backstories" I plop myself down on the floor in front of her with my legs crossed

"I've gone to st. Epiderm with Harlow since sinnergarten. She's ruled the school from day 1 and with that she has chosen some unlucky few to pick on"

"One of them being you?" I assume

"Yes, me and my stupid wings" she flaps them in frustration

"In a world of kooky creatures you'd assume it doesn't matter" she holds herself sadly

"I find your wings cute" I say shyly

"Oh- well.. ya' know, Wings am I right?" She covers her face "thanks" she says embarrassedly

(Y/n) POV:

*time skip to showtime*

I don't understand

Why do I feel this way? All icky and gross, I hate it

Someone tries to put their arms around my waist and I jump out of their grip and spin around

Why did I react like that? I love when people hold me

"You ok sweetheart?" Amity stands in a bit of shock

"Oh my Titan I'm so sorry (y/n)" she cups her hands over her mouth

I raise an eyebrow at her odd reaction

"What?" I ask

"Can I hug you (y/n)?" She asks sweetly

"Of course" I smile

She slowly comes back to me and wraps her arms around me

I tense up and I hate myself for it

"Amity-" I contemplate

"Yes love" she looks up at me

"I- I don't think I wanna sing anymore"

I catch her make a little sad face before she says "oh, that's ok (y/n)"

What am I doing? Am I really gonna let my team down?

"I'm sorry Amity" I quickly push myself away from her and run back to the closet I was just saved from

Slamming the door behind me before smashing my back against it,?letting my legs slowly plop me on the ground

What the fuck what the fuck

Why am I just so wrong

I hold my head and feel my whole body shake

I see a box full of prop feathers and tear it to pieces in anger

I fucking hate myself

As I rip and shred I feel something else do the same down my back

I wince but I guess I deserve the pain so I take it

I start ripping down shelving, my long sharp talons make clawing things apart easier

Fangs shoot into my bottom lip and I taste my own disgusting blood

My eyes stick closed and when I reopen them everything's in greyscale

I spot a mirror in the corner of the small storage closet

My bloody face ripped and half covered in feathers

I stumble back and gasp

Although it wasn't a gasp, yet a low demonic grumble

"No, no I- I- take it back! I don't deserve this!"

I scratch through the remainder of my hair to find the elixir

"I don't wanna be a monster, please" I plead

I the mirror not wanting to see what I've become any longer

Glass pieces breaks and bursts everywhere

My talons grasp the elixir and I drink like I've never drank before

The glass bottle shatters into a million pieces on the floor as everything dims around me

Again I ask myself as I drift away into darkness "why am I like this?"

Amity POV:

"Obviously I'd tell you if I fucking knew Boscha" I blurt

She rolls all of her eyes "Like we can trust little miss secrets" she huffs under her breath

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?!"

My hand rises and summons an abomination fist gripping around her tightly

"Little. Miss. Secrets." She says slowly

"Bosch stop" Will tries

"No, I wanna know what's up with her (y/n) and that Harlow girl!" She yells at me and I try not to break down crying

"Guys" Luz tries to hold my shoulder and I freeze

"Fucks off! All of you!" I sprint as fast as I can away from everybody

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1000 words

I didnt go back and reread this nor did I reread any of the story so sorry if this isn't as good as you guys would've liked I was just trying to get this out for the ppl begging for it 🙏

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