Love and Hate (Gerard Way Love Story)

Pain Without Love

Vy’s POV

I wake up to my phone going off. ‘Rape me, Rape me my friend, Rape me, Rape me again’ Yup! Nirvana’s Rape Me is my ringtone! I love them and the song! I sing along silently for a second and then answer my phone. “’Ello?” I ask, I start humming to the tune of my ringtone. “Hey Vy! Are you humming Nirvana’s Rape Me?” I hear Frankie’s voice screech through the phone. “First off, are you trying to make me go deaf? Second of all, yes. The song is my ringtone, now it’s stuck in my head thanks to someone!” I screech back.

“Nice and your welcome! Anyways, get up, get dressed and I’ll meet you at your house in an hour.” Frank demands. “I don’t want to go out, I’m too lazy!” I whine. “I want to meet the guys though!” He whines back. “I don’t not under any circumstances want to see the guys today. I never want to see Gerard again!” I hiss letting the venom seep through my voice on the last sentence.

 “Wow! Please, pretty please? Wait I have the perfect idea! Just make Gee jealous!” He says happily. “Really, how am I supposed to do that? Hmm, any ideas?” I ask. “Oh I know! We could pretend to be dating! We could say all this mushy stuff!” He says. Hmm, his devious little mind created something useful instead of something destructive, who knew that was possible.

“Are you sure that it’ll work?” I ask unsurely. I mean, I don’t know Gee very well anymore. Wait! I don’t know him very well anymore, why am I going after him then? “It will work! Trust me!” I can tell that he has a huge grin on his face. Damn, that boy’s winning. “Kay. See you soon Frankie!” I give in.  “Bye babe!” He hangs up and I chuckle to myself. I throw my blood red duvet off my body and get up.

 I stretch and try to be careful around my scars. I walk off to the bathroom and change the wraps around my arms. I walk over to my closet and take out my Green Day shirt, black skinny jeans, and my combat boots. I put my clothes on and head back to the bathroom. I put on my eyeliner and that’s about it for makeup. I don’t tend to wear allot of makeup.

I grab my Smashing Pumpkins hoodie, throw it on and walk outside. I walk over to Frank’s and knock on the door. “Hello Vy!” Mrs.Iero answers the door. “Ello Mrs.Iero, Frank told me to come by. Is he home?” I ask politely. “Yes he is. He’s in his room. Down the hall and to the right.” She walks away from the door, leaving it open.

I walk through the door, closing it behind me; I walk down to Frank’s room and knock on the door. “Come on in.” Frank’s voice muffled through the door. I open the door to a half naked frank. “WHAT THE!” I yell. “Well, you are my girlfriend. It shouldn’t bother you to see me in my boxers.” He says like I’m stupid or something. “It doesn’t. The fact that you let me, knowing that you’re only in your boxers, shocks me.” I walk over to his bed and plop down.

“So, do the guys know that you’re coming over or are we gonna surprise them?” I ask, lying back onto his bed. “Surprise them. It’s more fun that way.” He says, staring at me. “See something you like?” I smirk at him. “Hmm…” He responds. He plops down on his bed besides me and pulls me on top of him. I give him a questioning look. “Well, if we’re gonna make Gerard jealous. We better practice.” He smirks at me. “About that, an interesting question popped into my head after our phone call earlier. If I don’t anything about him, then why am I trying to get him?” I ask. “So you don’t need me to be your boyfriend I guess.”

He looks down at the floor. Awe, he looks so adorable when he’s sad! Wait, adorable? No, no I think of Frankie like a friend and only a friend. I look back at him, so hot! No, not ho- Oh how am I fucking! I like Frankie! “Frankie, I like you. More than a friend.” I say. “Yeah right, stop messing with my emotions.” He says sadly. “I’m not messing with you!” I say. He sighs and pushes me off of him. “Yeah right, just leave.” He gets up points to the door and turns his back to me.

“Frank! I like you; I want to be your girlfriend!” I get off his bed and put my hand on his shoulder. “GET OUT OF HERE! STOP MESSING WITH ME! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND DON’T TALK TO ME AGAIN! I’M NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND, NEVER WILL BE! I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE!” He turns around and pushes me away. “Frankie…” I get up and try to move towards him. “NO GET AWAY! WHAT PART OF ‘I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE’ DON’T YOU GET?” He screams at me.

“Please, don’t push me away.” I say softly. He screams in response and I reach out to him. Instead of the reaction I was hoping for, the reaction I got was horrible. Frank pushes me to the ground again, but doesn’t give me a chance to get up this time. He walks over to me and starts kicking me in my stomach, he straddles my waist and starts punching my face. I struggle and try to push him off of me, but I fail. He stops punching my face and grabs my arms. Oh, crap.

He rips off the bandages and the next part is incredible painful. He pulls at the skin surrounding my scars, painfully stretching them, and opening them back up. I scream out in pain as he goes back to punching my swollen face. “What was that?” I hear Mrs. Iero ask closely to where I am. I scream again in response.

“HOLY! FRANK GET OFF OF HER AT ONCE! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THAT TO SUCH A SWEET GIRL AS AUTUMN!” Wow, she must be pissed. No one and I mean on one, ever uses my real name anymore, not even teachers. Frank punches me again and gets off of me. I slowly get up and make my way to the door. “Vy, please.” Frank mumbles.

“Get away from me you monster! It’s Autumn to you; it’s only Vy to my friends. You said and I quote ‘I am not your friend anymore’.” I hiss. I walk out of his house, limping and cringing in pain. That boy maybe a short, but he can sure pack a punch! I walk over to my house in the shadows like usual. I walk through the already broken down door and straight to Mar’s room.

“Mar? Please, help.” I ask. “Sure what’s- OH MY! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? I THOUGHT YOU WERE AT FRANK’S? WAIT, WHERE’S FRANK?!” She yells making her way over to me. Just before she can get to me, I succumb to the darkness that I’ve been rejecting since Frank started to beat me.

AN~

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