Love and Hate (Gerard Way Love Story)

School WHY?!?!

Gerard's POV:

"Gerard! Gerard! GERARD GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP!!" I stir and moan at Mikey trying to wake me up. "I know that Lyn-z doesn't go to our school, but Maura and Vy do!" I jolt up out of bed to see Mikes smirking at me. "You like her!" He says. "I don't even know who your talking about." I shake my head at him. "You know who." He keeps smirking at me. "Who?" I ask. "Vy that sho dumbass." He chuckles at me. "I don't like her that way, I only like her as a friend." I say. "Oh really, then why did you pull Frank off of her?" Wow, that's a stupid question to ask.

"Because, if I was to do nothing then Frank would of beaten the shit our of her. She's my friend and she was my childhood crush." I clarify. "Hmm hm, right." He rolls his eyes and walks out of my room. I get out of my comfy bed unwillingly. I get a pair of black skinny jeans, a Blur shirt and a Smashing Pumpkins hoodie. I change into my clothes and head over to my bathroom. I grab my eyeliner and smear it across my eyes. I run a hand through my hair and that's about it.

I walk downstairs, take Mikey's coffee and down what's left. "HEY!! MAKE YOUR OWN!!" I chuckle at him and walk off. I grab my bag and head to school. School WHY?!?! It should not have been created. I walk too school, get my schedule and I go sulk off in my corner in the cafeteria. As soon as I sit down I get pelted with what seems like millions of pieces of crumpled paper. I lean down, pick onew up and open it. 'FAGGOT!!!' It read. Wow so original, like I haven't heard thatbefore.

I clear the table of the wasted paper and pull out my sketch book. I flip to a new page and start drawng mindlessly. I hunch down and start focusing on what I'm drawing without even really paying attention to what it is I'm drawing. "Told you that you like her!" I hear Mikey scoff. I look up and cock my head. "What are you talking about?" I ask. Mikey points down to my drawing. "Hand it to me." He says. "No. Why should I? This isn't Vy, it's just a girl I made up." I say.

Mikey picks up my sketch book and hold it up to my face. "Look at it." He says. I look at my drawing and notice that it is Vy. "Oh. So what if it is Vy? It's just a drawing, I've drawn her before." I shrug my shoulders and take my book back. "You didn't even know that you were drawing her." He glares at me all knowingly like. "I've drawn her many times before, it's sort of natural instinct for me now." I go back to drawing, editing and such. I'm having trouble drawing her now that I've seen her again after so long.

 "Denial!" Mikey scoffs and walks off. I roll my eyes even though he can't see me and I continue drawing. I draw until I hear Maura come up to me. "Hey Gee!" She says and sits down next to me. "Hey. Where's Vy?" I ask. "Over there." She points off to the entrance cafeteria, I look up to see Vy and a dude. "Who's he?" I ask. "His name is Alex. They met yesterday, their going on a date later today." As soon as I hear the word 'date' I feel a weird feeling go through my body.

"Oh cool drawing! Is it Vy?" She asks. "Yeah, it is." I mumble. I watch as Alex and Vy link hands and walk off together. Again I feel the same feeling, what is it? I haven't experienced it before. "It's called jealousy." I hear Mikey say, popping up from behind me. "Gah! Scare me much! Wait, did I talk out loud? Oh crap." I face palm myself. "Yeah you were." Maura confirms. I shake my head and place it in my hands. I like Lyn-z, I like Lyn-z! I chant inside my head. You like Vy, you like Vy, You like Vy!!

What?? Brain you better shut up! I like Lyn-z that way, not Vy. You like Vy! I LIKE LYN-Z!!! I shout at my brain. Wow, if only the others knew what just happen. I hear the bell ring, I gather my stuff and walk off to my class. Hopefully my brain will keep it's mouth shut. Wait, brains don't have mouths... Wow, I'm really letting myself go...

You. Like. Vy. Deal with it, embace it and figure out a plan to get her back.

For once I think my brain has a good idea. So brain, what did you have in mind?

I'm glad you agree with me. So here's the plan......

This is the first of a few updates that I'm able to do during the break I have from school. I hope you enjoy, especially @missemm2312