Pairing: Yoon Jaehyuk and Hamada Asahi
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"yeah Yoon Jaehyuk when are you planning to tell Asahi about your feelings towards him?" hyunsuk hyung asked.
Well yeah, he knows my true feeling for Asahi. My bestfriend.
I liked Asahi, not just as a friend or a brother. I liked him in a romantic way but I am afraid that if I tell him about me liking him, it might ruined our friendship and I don't want that to happen.
"I don't know hyung, I'm afraid" I honestly said.
"I know where you coming from, but what if Asahi feels the same way as you are, we don't know what could be his answer Jae"
"that's the problem Hyung, we don't know what would be his answer or what would be his reaction, what if he don't feel the same way as I do, I'm afraid I might lose him and I don't want that to happen"
Hyunsuk hyung just nod at my response.
"still Asahi has the right to know about your feelings Jae, his you bestfriend after all, I know he will understand you"
"I don't know hyung" that's the last words that left out from me before he patted my shoulder then left my room.
Its been 2 weeks since that 'talking' between me and hyunsuk hyung happened, still I didn't confessed to Asahi.
Asahi and I become closer each and everyday. We always stick to each other, hang out together sometimes with our friends. I was happy because I got the privilege to get this close with the person I love, I guess I was just a lucky person hahaha.
"Asahi let's hang out later" I suddenly asked. I don't even know why'd I ask him to hang out with me. I'm dumb.
"why? Is there something special?" he asked not even bothering to look at me. Aisshh this guy.
"no, there's nothing special, I'm just bored so I wanted to go out and I don't have someone to go with" I said as I dont have any other excuses in my head other than that "so can you come?".
"okay" he shortly replied.
Sometimes I questioned my self why did I fall for this robot guy. Gosh he's so antiromantic.
I went out his room and headed to my own room, and quickly prepared.
As I was preparing and choosing clothes I could wear later, hyunsuk hyung's words suddenly popped out in my head. And I just realize, it keeps on bothering me for 2 weeks now.
"I know where you coming from, but what if Asahi feels the same way as you are, we don't know what could be his answer Jae"
"still Asahi has the right to know about your feelings Jae, his you bestfriend after all, I know he will understand you"
His words keep on replaying in my head.
Would he really understand me?
If I confessed my feeling to him, wouldn't he hate me?
Would he feels the same way?
But I'm afraid...
"hyunsuk hyung is right, Asahi has the right to know, he's my bestfriend and I know Asahi is not the kind of person who will judge you so easily, he will understand for sure.... I hope he'll understand" I mumbled silently "fighting Jaehyuk".
After sometime of battling with my inner self, I decided to called Asahi and we both went to our favourite place. Han River.
We bought snacks on our way here so that we can have something to eat. We just chill and walked around the area. It was beautiful in here. The view was indeed breath taking, the sunset just made it more perfect. Perfect for my Confession.
Yeah I already made a decision, I will confess to him no matter what. If he reject me, its fine as long as we will remain bestfriend, but it would be more perfect if he accept me. So this is it.
"Asahi I have to tell you something" I suddenly said, I looked at him who's sitting beside me, watching the sunset. He still ain't looking at me, he just hummed in response indicating for me to go on. I gathered all my courage for my next statement.
"I-I like you– no I love you Asahi" now I was really nervous. I don't know what would be his answer, I don't know if he's mad cause he still not looking at me.. He still wear his signature serious look. I don't know what to think now.
"you know I am not forcing you to like me back, I just wanted you to know about my true feelings for you" I continued.
"I know" he softly said. I was taken aback by his response. I'm confused.
"w-what?" I asked as I was really confused by his response.
"I know about your feelings for me" he was now looking directly towards my eyes. I was fluttered. How did he know about my feelings?
"how d-did you know?" I asked stuttering.
"it doesn't matter anymore" he returned his gaze towards the breathtaking view infront of us but I'm still here dumbfound. I was speechless, all I could do was stare at him.
"do you planned on keep on staring at me the whole time?" he suddenly blurred out and turn towards me "don't you want me to be your boyfriend or what?" he continued when he didn't receive a response from me. I was beyond fluttered on what he just said.
"ofcourse I do, would you want to be my boyfriend Hamada Asahi?" I smiled widely.
"tsk" that's the only thing that left out from him as he returned his attention infront of us again, but this time with a smile plastered on his beautiful face. Ghad this guys would be the cause of my death one day.
"I'll take that as a yes" I hugged him from the side out of happiness I felt. I didn't expect this to turned out this way. I was beyond happy, Asahi is now mine and that's all I could wish for. I stayed on that position, hugging him from the side and keep on staring at him, I can't help it, he is just to beautiful to handle.
"stop staring at me Yoon Jaehyuk" he said as he flicked me on my forehead. I pouted in response.
"your not romantic at all" I whined. I swear I saw him blushed. So I keep on teasing him. I love teasing him though. He's cute. I'm glad he is mine now.
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