Pairing: Kim Doyoung and Takata Mashiho
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Its been a month since mashiho left the group. It was hard for the members knowing that one of their most adored member left them though it was for good it still hurt specially for a certain person... Kim Doyoung.
It was very hard for him and he can't accept the fact that his favourite Hyung isn't with them anymore... Or rather...
Isn't with him anymore...
and he knows for the fact that mashiho will never comeback. It was hard... It was hurt.
Doyoung can't accept that fact. He always cried to sleep. He always calls mashiho's name even in his sleep. He acted as if mashiho was still with them, alas he even save a chair for mashiho beside him whenever they will eat and when one of the members sit on that reserved chair he would say "Hyung don't sit here it's for mashiho Hyung" and it always worried his members.
Their comeback is near. Promosion here, Promosion there. Doyoung always acted so happy in front of the camera, as if he isn't hurt, as if he isn't going through something hard, as if nothings happened. And when they got home, he always dismissed himself immediately and locked himself in their room crying his heart out complaining how much he miss his mashiho hyung, and it worries his other Hyung's and dongsaeng's.
Hyunsuk on the other hand couldn't help but felt pity for his favourite dongsaeng. He knew Doyoung since middle school and it hurt him seeing the younger slowly falling apart and broke into pieces. He was worried for the younger's physical and mental health. Doyoung barely eat his food and always locking up himself in his and junghwan's shared room. It worried Hyunsuk a lot and he can't help but cry. If only he can bring back everything how it used to be before, he will bring everything back just for his member, for his dongsaeng's.
But he knows he can't.
One day the group arrived their dorm after their interview on one of the entertainment show. Doyoung went straight to their shared room and locked himself. Jihoon couldn't take it anymore. He was also worried for the younger so he went on the younger's room to talk to him. He knocked on the door when he found out it was locked, but to his dismay, the younger didn't budge to open the door.
Jihoon was now beyond worried that he already called hyunsuk for the spare key of the younger's room. The moment they opened the door, the sight they was meet broke their heart.
Their he was Kim Doyoung curled up in the bed, crying mess with matetsu in his embrace. Hyunsuk couldn't help but to shead a tear for the younger.
Jihoon went closer to the younger who didn't even budge. He just lay their in bed curled up while hugging matetsu. Jihoon sit on the bed beside doyoung and brushed the younger's hair that stick on his face. Meanwhile, Hyunsuk stayed on the door unable to move from his spot.
"Doyoung-ie I know it hurts but baby we need to move on. Mashiho won't like it if he knew that you're neglecting your health because of him. He loves you so much Doyoung-ie and whatever triggered him to made that decision we know that's it was for good. I know you missed him and we also do, and I know he also missed you. Just always remember that he loves you so much no matter what and you will always be his favourite dongsaeng."
"Doyoung, Jihoon is right. We have to move on," hyunsuk said this time came near the younger as well.
"I don't want to move on, I don't want to forget him. How could you say that so easily, do you already forget him that fast? Hyung he is our member, we should remain together that's our promise, did you already forget that" doyoung exclaimed facing his hyungs.
"Doyoung, calm down please" Hyunsuk tried to console the younger but to no avail.
"how could I calm down! You want me to move on! You want me to forget mashiho Hyung!"
"Doyoung, moving on doesn't mean forgetting. You just have to let go." jihoon was already frustrated because of doyoung's stubbornness.
"you don't need to forget him to be able to moved on Doyoung-ie. You just have to let go. Let go of the pain baby, inable for you to move on, but it doesnt mean that you will forget him, never." jihoon pulled the younger into his embrace to console him. Doyoung cried his heart out for the nth time but hearing his hyungs words he knows that they are right.
Mashiho won't like it if he knew that he is neglecting everything specially his health. Doyoung hugged jihoon for dear life, while hyunsuk rubbed the younger's back to somehow ease the pain that the younger felt.
"Its hard hyung" the younger said almost whispering.
"I know baby, I know, just always remember that we are here for you. We will make this through together." jihoon softly said.
"I'll try" doyoung manage to say before fully drifting to his dreamland still hugging matetsu as if his life depends on it.
Jihoon humm in response as he knew that the younger already fall asleep. After sometime making the younger one comfortable in bed the two older came out of the bedroom leaving a deep sigh.
"I wish I could turn back the time" jihoon murmured glancing at the younger in bed before finally closing the younger's bedroom who is now sound asleep.
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I really miss mashiho as well as yedam😭
Gosh it really hurt, I still can't move on and I'm not planning to.
Anyways here's a short shot for you teumes I hope you like it. I feel like it sucks but yeah... Be it hehehe. Enjoy reading lovely readers😘
<< DOSHIHO>>
📖: Viel Kanemoto❣️
