His best friend

Chapter 3

**Mileys POV**

My bracelet made my mood change completely,know one has ever been that nice to me before he really did make me happy.
"So do you like it?" Cam asked referring to my bracelet,I looked up to him and there was something about his eyes that was different but I couldn't tell what...I got on my tip toes and kissed him he responded well and lifted me up so my legs wrapped around his waist not breaking the intense kiss,he moved over to lay me down on the bed.He broke the kiss and looked at me asking for approval I nodded and he shut the door and got a condom out of his pocket.He came over to me and took my top off I'm not going to lie here I was really nervous,it wasn't my first time or anything but I just felt really insecure about it,he was taking my bra of from behind whilst kissing down my neck and I stopped him.
"What..what's wrong?" He was really concerned,
"I..it's just...I'm really insecure about my body I'm really nervous I want to do it but I'm scared." He looked at me with sympathy.
"Aw babe please don't be insecure about any of your body you perfect,beautiful even if you were fat or skinny I wouldn't think anything of it,it's up to you I don't want to pressure you into anything." Do you no what he's right if he loves me he won't judge me,I pushed him down and took his trousers off it was time.
I woke up next to Cam,and smiled I keep having to pinch myself and remember it's not a dream,he turned over and fluttered his eyes open.
"Morning beautiful." He said leaning over to kiss me,I giggled and smiled.
"Morning ugly." He grabbed a pillow and hit me with it great,I hit him back and got on his chest he started tickling me and I couldn't handle it.
"OK OKKK STOP CAMMM"
"Hahha" his smile was massive he looked so beautiful.
"Cam I love you"
"I love you"
I heard the door rattle and there stands Hayes.
Shit!
"Shit sorry I was just looking for you."he looked so awkward bless him.
"Um no it's fine I I'll come down wait down there."
"Ah babe I'm sorry" I looked at him confused
"What do you mean it's not your fault" I got up and got some pj bottoms on and threw on a hoodie,I went downstairs and saw Hayes sitting on the bar stool looking down at his phone.
"Hey Hayes what's up?"he looked up from his phone and locked it to put it in his pocket.
"Um Maria cheated on me,but before she told me last night we had sex,and this morning she woke up and she felt bad so she sat me down and told me that she cheated on me,I stormed out and as she was crying for me back she sort of whispered and shouted that she's pregnant..."
"Hayes I don't really no what to say...I mean you 15 and you got a girl pregnant but at the same time she cheated on you are you sure it's your baby?" All I'm thinking about is how he's gonna tell mum cause trust me she won't be happy.
"Well I'm not 100% but we had sex the night before she told me,and I forgot to put protection on and I don't no what to do and mum I..iii"
"Hayes calm down I'll tell mum if you want me to..do you no if she is going to keep it?"
"I don't no I hope not I can't be a dad,I'm not ready" he looked so sad I went over and gave him a hug,his phone started ringing so I left and went over to the fridge to start making pancakes for everyone.
"Yeah mum I no I don't stop let urg yes I will come now!!"
"Is everything alright?" He now had anger running through him and I don't no why.
"No!Maria has gone over to mums and told them everything because she wanted support?And trust me mum is not even angry I can't think of a word to describe her."
"Here let me ring her." He handed me the phone and I rang her to try and calm her down...20 minutes later she had calmed down and understood,when I went back into the kitchen Cam and Hayes had made the pancakes and were sat down ready to eat.
"Aww guys." I sat down next to Cam and smiled.
"So Hayes she is fine and she wants you to go home as soon as your done."
"Thank you so much I couldn't of handled her." We all laughed and Hayes asked a question I knew would be asked soon enough.
"So are you two a proper thing now or?" Me and Cam looked at each other.
"Yeah we are,we are serious,um but we don't want to tell Nash yet.."
"I'm pleased for you but your gonna have to tell him at some point,and if I was you I would do it sooner rather than later.." He got up and put his plate in the sink and said thank you and left.
"I'd rather it be later than sooner" Cam mumbled and got up and went upstairs.That was a bit weird of him?Was he in a mood?I went up stairs and he was sat on the bed back facing the door, I snuck in and and put my arms around his neck and planted small kisses down the side of his neck.
"Babe what's wrong?" I went over to face him and sat so I was straddling him.
"Nothing I just don't want to loose Nash as a friend and we both no how he will react."
"So are you having second thoughts about us?" He was wasn't he as soon as something good comes into my life it goes the wrong way.
"No no cause not I love you but I think we should call Nash over and tell him now."
"Your right I love you to"i kissed him and we both got up and got ready I called Nash and asked him to come over cause I needed to tell him something.
*Ding dong* I went over and let him in he came in and sat on the sofa
"Hey My what's up?"
"Um well I um..do you no what I'm just gonna come out and say it,Cam come downstairs." Nash looked at me really confused it was actually quite funny because he had no clue.
"Nash me and Cam are together...ok we no that you probably hate us but we wanted to tell you because we knew how you would react, and to be quite honest I don't care,it's my life and my decision just please give us a chance and don't be angry."
Well surprisingly he took it really well and agreed to stay out of it but still kind of be concerned if that makes sense?
"Hey while I'm here I wanted to invite you on double date tonight?"
"Uh yeah well come" Cam answered and looked up at Nash and smiled.
"Um yeah where?" There's one thing I haven't told you all yet...I have anxiety I see at more as a mental illness I can't get rid of but can control,things like going to restaurants and busy places I can't really handle I have panic attacks...it used to be really bad I was on medication and had a rough time my family no and helped me through it but I pretended like every thing was fine.
"Just that new restaurant down the road I've heard it's romantic but cheap."
"Classy" they were such good friends just the way they get on and laugh together.
"So I gotta go but I'll see you at 7?"
"Yeah ok bye"
"Bye"
"Hey babe are you ok you seemed a bit nervous?" I haven't told Cam yet but considering I was putting myself in a anxiety situation.We sat down for at least a. Hour I told him about it and by the end I was balling sat in his arms, I never wanted this moment to end but it was 6 o'clock and we needed to start getting ready.I went up stairs had a shower and put on my grey t-shirt dress with holes in the sleeves it wasn't to dressy but not to casual I put on my black chunky Chelsea boots and applied makeup.Before we were about to walk out the door to get in Nash's car Cam held my hand and kissed me on the check and whispered in my ear 'don't worry I've got you just signal me if you want to get out'
We got in and seated and ordered Nash's date Gabriella was beautiful Nash seemed really happy with her I got on really well with her to.It was ok Cam's hand was on my thigh the whole time which relaxed me so much and the plus side it wasn't busy.By the end of the night I got to no her so well and we were going to meet next week to go shopping her and Nash were really cute together.I got home and went to bed I LAYED there awake for ages thinking about how well I did tonight I faced it that was a it deal for me and I hope to keep that going as long as I have Cam with me.Its me and him against the world.