His best friend

Chapter 19

Miley's POV:
"You what?!" I spat as he told me the whole story..
He left on a contract with a secret gang of a drug deal,he had to leave and do a few things in a club.He chose the opportunity on mostly the fact he could get away from all the baby stress and the pain of me and him,as he couldn't go on pretending to not be with me because of the crash.He was only in it for a week so apparently it wasn't a harmful deal but had to be done as a favour or something.It was just a shock to the system for me,everyone thought he got away from that but obviously not...The girl in the shop was a girl he kept in contact with from there,apparently she was a stripper at the club,which makes me feel so much better (note the sarcasm) to be honest I didn't no what to think.
"So what now?" I asked him looking up biting the inside of my cheek.
"What do you mean?" He asked stepping a bit closer.
"Well you don't think people like that let you walk away free?Its not exactly a safe environment Beau!Its putting everyone close around you in danger!" I said getting angry,he looked ashamed I would be to if he isn't putting him self in danger then he is putting his brothers and me and the baby in it.
"Don't ignore the fact you have put this whole family in danger!" I grabbed his jacket he took off and threw it at him opening the door.
"Leave" I said clenching my teeth,he went out and I followed behind him going downstairs he stopped and turned round.
"Mi please we just worked things out,you said you were ready to hear it" He said looking me in the eye.
"No Beau!!No get out just get out!" I said now getting my anger out by crying and hitting him in the chest,but it wasn't doing anything.By this point I was shouting threw tears.As he walked out the front door I slammed it shut wiping my cheeks and calming down but as I turned round 4 faces stood shocked looking at me.
"Um what the fuck just happened?" Skip said looking at me confused I smiled at them it got my anger out,I felt like I had a massive gap that has been filled,I have missed him so much,more than anyone could believe.Taking him back would seem foolish to some people but mine and Beau's relationship is difficult we love each other unconditionally but we have so many bumps in it that we argue and there are so many tears spilt because of it but I think that is why we always go back to each other.
"I will tell you all why he left us" I said with as we all sat down and I told them about the whole drug deal thing...
"He fucking what?!" Luke shouted sitting up with fury in his eyes.
"I know" I said looking down,we spoke for a while longer talking about why he done it and what was gonna happen next.The truth was I don't no what was going to happen,there is something making me hold onto him that I can't let go of.The boys would have to eventually forgive him,I mean Jai and Luke are his brothers they have to,Jai took Beau leaving the hardest he missed his big brother he had anger and sadness when he saw him today,I don't blame him he had the closest thing to a protective farther figure in his life taken away from him because of me,I'm not saying this baby was a mistake it was far from it,soon I would be holding it in my arms and that brought the biggest smile to my face.
"Im going to bed" I said standing up watching as Luke and James got beers from the fridge,it was clear that they were getting pissed and I didn't want to be near it so I went upstairs and crawled into bed.But the whole night there was only one thing on my mind.And that was the one and only Beau Brooks.

"Wake up wake up wake uppppp" I opened my eyes to find Luke jumping up and down on my bed,fuck sake he was still pissed.
"Fuck off" I groaned at him as I sat up grabbing my phone 8:53 I wanted a lay in today looks like I'm not getting one.
"Miley Miley come down stairs" Luke whispered which made me laugh as he fell trying to get off the bed,I followed him to all the boys sat in a circle on the floor.They stood up and all hugged me.After a weird 10 minutes of trying to give them coffee to sober them up they calmed down but we're all moaning about there heads hurting.One thing that I was thinking most about was going back home,I think I was ready and knowing that Beau was here.I want to have the baby back in LA so it makes sense to go back now.We all got ready and decided to go out for lunch we got in the car and drove to five guys,I was craving a chocolate milkshake and chips.We ordered and sat down in a general conversation but I wanted to talk to them about something else..
"Boys I want to go back home" I said as I played with the straw in my cup,I looked up and they smiled at me.
"Good cause we want to go home and want you with us" James said as I smiled.We decided to book tickets for tomorrow and go back,for some reason I was excited at the fact I was going home to start my new chapter in life with little bubba.We had just finished eating when my phone rang I excused myself and went outside to answer it.But as I answered it I saw a familiar face walking towards me.Beau...I hung up on whoever it was and walked towards him getting his attention,I don't no if this was the right thing to do but I had to tell him we were leaving.
"Beau" I shouted as his eyes caught mine and a smile tugged on his lips as he saw me,he probably felt relived that I was talking to him after yesterday.
"Beau I..am sorry about yesterday,I'm stupid to miss you and I know that people think it to but I honestly don't no what to do anymore,my trust for you has gone but I still love you more than you could ever imagine,I never wanted to be the one running to you cause of all the shit we have gone through.But here I am spilling my feelings to you in a car park,Beau I love you" I said and breathed out I never expected that to be let out but it felt good to tell him how I was feeling even though I didn't no what to feel I had an idea.
"Miley I don't no what to say" He said and looked behind me focusing on something I turned round to see that the boys were walking towards us.
"Say something Beau anything please" I felt stupid about his response he is obviously over it,over us isn't he how could I be so stupid?
"Mi shall we go?" Jai said coming up beside me,I shook my head with tears rolling down my cheeks.
"No,no Beau please just answer me cause we are all leaving tomorrow going back home,the last words are the hardest I've said mine don't let me leave like this there is so much unsaid" I said as he opened his mouth and closed It again he looked at Jai and walked closer to him pulling him into a hug then Luke,Skip and James.
"Miley I love you unconditionally,and boys you have no idea how much I have missed you all.You don't.There is so much that is unsaid and one day soon we will all sit and talk about it.I have to clear some stuff up here and then I will be on a plane home.I won't let this baby be without a dad.Im sorry and I no its just a word but I mean it" And with that he hugged me and bent down on his knees kissing my bump and then my lips and turned round and left us all stood there.

Beau's POV:
That was emotionally hard,I missed them so much I can't put it into words.And Miley?Thats another story,this deal was over but something was making me stay there going home and I hope to not be short after,so I have to end this now and get out before its to late.I walked up the steps that were filled with empty beer cans and broken furniture.I banged my fist on the door as it swung open reveling a blonde girl dressed in a dress that barley covered her,I pushed past her and went to the games room to find the person I needed to see.
"Sam" I shouted he got up and turned round and smiled evilly at me putting his cigarette down in the ash tray stubbing it out.
"Beau" He said making his way over to me with that grin still on his face.
"I'm done,I'm leaving don't count me in anymore" I said getting more angry as he stood there I just wanted to get out of this house.
"Mate you didn't need to come here to tell me your leaving,just leave" he said smirking,I wanted to wipe that smirk of his face but it would just end up with me getting in deeper shit.
"I'm not your mate!" I shouted through gritted teeth.
"Beau Beau Beau I have many other men working for me,you were just a little boy who thought he was much tougher than he was...after all a little charmer like you would be an easy target but I suppose I can be nice and let you go as I said you weren't really much use to me" He said and walked away laughing shaking his head slightly I stood there looking at his little posey who worshiped the ground he walked on I was glared to get out of here there is just one more person I need to see.
I left the house and went back to the place over been staying in unlocking the door,there she sat on the sofa watching tv,we weren't in a relationship we used each other really but we both knew it.
"Oh hey Beau" She said standing up going to the kitchen.
"I'm leaving" I said going in there after her as she stood making a drink.
"What?why?Sam won't let you leave this deal,he will go ape shit" She said continuing what she was doing before.
"I just went round there,he let me leave he said I wasn't ever useful to him anyway,look I have to go I have a whole family in La a house and everything I can't throw that away over some stupid deal,I don't even no why I agreed to it?!" I said as she stopped and walked over to me.
"How about we have a bit of fun before you go" She whispered making a circle on my forearm,un buttoning my shirt.
"No we can't stop" I said backing away pushing her lightly off of me.
"So you are really just going to leave?" She said shaking her head and grabbing her phone walking out the front door.I sighed going into my room to start packing.

Miley's POV:
*3 Days later*
"Jaidon Brooks if you don't give me my phone back I swear I will hurt you" I said as I chased him down the stairs then Luke joined in taking it from Jai.But as we entered the kitchen we all stopped and looked at something I never thought I would see for a while.Beau sat on the stool next to Skip laughing at something he said.I just stood there not moving as Jai and Luke made their way in.Beau noticing he stood up with the biggest smile on his face as he hugged his brothers.He stood back as they said hi and stuff and then looked my way as our eyes made contact.It felt like the start of a new life but the haunting past was in the way it just felt like it would come crashing down any minute.
"Miley" Beau said smiling and walking toward me,I panicked and stepped back from him I looked down lifting my hand to my head dragging my hand through my long flowing hair.
"I'm sorry I just" I said trying to figure out what was going on in my head,I didn't no why I was scared to let him in again but I had my reasons for it.I looked up at his bright green eyes,that was one thing I always loved about Beau but they weren't the same color as usual they looked as if the light in the back was turned out and was replaced by tears threatening to spill.
"I...I've missed you" I stutter out putting a smile on,I wasn't lying though I had missed him but because of the no contact and never knowing when he was gonna come back I tried to push him to the back of my mind and now he is back for good stood in in our house with our family.We just stood there hugging and for a moment it felt back to normal like he never left and I never went on a break.