His best friend

Chapter 5

(Sorry the last chapter was really short I didn't have much time to write it but I'm hoping you'll enjoy this one💬💘)

5 days
5 days of crying and hoping that Cam will walk through that door and come back and help me.Ive had Nash and Beau with me 24/7 it's nice of them but they won't leave me alone,my mum has helped as well but nothing is making the pain go away.The reaction wasn't near to what I expected and I just hope that when the baby is here he will realise he has a child with someone who he does love,because deep down I no he does,at first I thought when he left he went to cool off,but he didn't come back.Ive spoken to his mum a lot to and she has no clue what to do or where he is,the good thing that he is still alive he text her everyday and says he is ok and that he will be hopefully back soon,but what keeps replaying in my head is does he mean back here with me or back home to his house?I was currently sat in bed watching Netflix and eating ice cream,or at least that's what they do in movies when they break up with their boyfriends,that's another thing are we still together?Or are we no longer boyfriend,girlfriend?So many things run through my head each day it makes it worse.My phone started ringing and it was Jai,
"Hey Miley how you doing?" He seemed so happy it annoyed me.
"Sat grieving like normal why?" I could hear a slight laugh and him whisper something to James about cheese.
"Get ready because we're coming over and cheering you up ok?" He stated that more as a order than a question but I couldn't be bothered to argue.
"Yeah ok bye" I hung up and laid back down I'm not gonna get ready for them they have seen me worse.About 10 minutes later I could here a Hurd of dickheads running and screaming up my stairs.
"Mileyyyy"
"Mileyyyyyyyyy"
"We love you Mileyyy"
That made me laugh for the first time in ages,I did love these dickheads and I was glad to call them my friends.
"Hi" I said as they all say on my bed looking at me like I was a piece of shit.
"Um you look really nice today" Daniel said and the other boys laughed apart from Jai,what was up with him today?
"Anyway why are you here?I want to watch Netflix and cry and look at old pictures."
They all laughed at my comment until Beau said,
"We want to make you happy,and get you dressed because you haven't showered in 4 days and film a video"he grinned and looked at me,I groaned and got up and I did look a mess but what do they expect?
"Woah she is up from her pit" they all laughed and I punched Luke for saying it.
"Ow no need for that,now get ready and then meet us downstairs."they all went downstairs and I got in the shower,it was probably the best shower ever,I got out and I felt so clean.I got shorts,and a white crop top on and put a kimono over the top,I put my hair in a messy bun and then I heard a little tap on the door.I turn't round and saw Jai stood awkwardly in the doorway.
"Hey Jai" I smiled and turn't back round to put some makeup on.
"You no up you look pretty without makeup." He said while coming over to me.
"Well thanks Mr brooks" we laughed and he sat on the bed patting the spot next to him,I went over and sat down putting my head on his shoulder,we sat in silence for ages until I spoke up.
"I didn't deserve this"i said looking down sill sat in the same potion,
"Know one deserves what they get Mi,the nicest people are cursed with shit,but sometimes we have to handle it,God wouldn't give us challenging situations in life if he didn't think we could handle them"he said looking over at me with his cute face,he is true,never knew a immature beautiful boy would be good with words.
"Your right I just,I get better I don't think about it then I walk downstairs and I look at something and I break down because it reminds me of him,I'm having his baby and he doesn't give a shit,I can't raise a baby on its own,I'm not ready either but I have to give birth to it,I'm it's mum but he doesn't get that,he didn't get it"i said shaking my head I was now stood up about to break again,not this time,I've cried to much.Jai stood up and wiped away a tear that I'd didn't even no had fallen,with his thumb we were stood really close and he whispered in a husky voice,
"He isn't worth any more of your tears" in looked up and was looking at me,we looked in each others eyes,next thing I know our lips had collided and I had a warm feeling go through me,I pulled back and breathed heavily.
"I'm so sorry I don't no why I done that."he looked at me with deep eyes when he said it,I don't no why we done it,I had guilt and affection in me,I turn't round and before I could walk he grabbed my arm.
"Miley I'm sorry,I have developed feelings for you,yeah there you go I do I don't mean to scare you by them,I can contain them but what I can't bare to see is you get hurt anymore."he looked up at me and before I could reply,Luke came running in but soon stopped when he saw how deep in conversation we were.
"Have I interrupted something?" we both looked at him and shook our heads.
"We were actually just coming down" I smiled and left walking down the stairs,when I got there they had set up the camera,screen and sofa.
"Hey um we have tweeted the hashtag to trend,we're doing a '#JanoandfriendQ&A'."
"Ok" I said and went over and opened the fridge to get a bottle of water out,when I closed it Luke was stood there.
"Hey can we talk?"i looked at him and then looked down to open my bottle,I took a sip and walked into where the rest of the boys were Jai was sat in the corner on his phone.
"So shall we start then?"i said and we all sat down in our seats and they started it.
"HEY GUYS WERE THE JANOSKIANS AND TODAY WE HAVE A GUEST...MILEY!!!"i waved and said hey to the camera.
"WERE DOING SOMETHING DIFFERENT TODAY,WERE DOING A Q&A!!We tweeted you lovely people the hashtag #JanoandfriendQ&A and we are going to answer some of your questions,by the way they are all picked at random." We got started and it was my turn to answer one,I couldn't even concentrate probably because I had Luke staring at me the whole time and Jai looking depressed.
"So Miley this is from '@Maya122892' Who are you dating?Cameron or one of the boys?cough cough slut." All the boys looked at me,I could feel the tears burning up in my eyes,I just I've been so emotional and this doesn't help.I got up and went outside to get some air,yeah I have fans but I have haters and I can't seem to block them out sometimes.I could hear Beau saying something to the camera about the whole situation and it just made me burst into tears.After about 10 minutes they finished filming and Luke came outside,I looked up at him and he sat beside me on the steps.
"You no I didn't think a person could have this many tears in them." We laughed and he put his arm round my shoulder.
"Miley just forget about it the haters are just jealous,your not a slut you've just gone through a rough time and any comment will make it worse at the moment."i nodded and asked him what he wanted to talk to me about earlier and apologised for kind of ignoring him.
"I just wanted to ask what happened up there you both looked a bit shaken up?"i knew I was gonna have to tell him but we just got away from the fact of me not being a slut.
"Please don't think bad of me but me and Jai were talking and I got upset and stood up,he stood close to me and the next thing his lips are on mine,I pulled away and he admitted to liking me but before I could reply you came in and that's why I was shocked."he looked at me then down and spoke.
"Miley he has liked you for ages."he stopped and we both laughed,he let out a breath and carried on."he just chose a bad time to express it,you've just got...um..you" I knew he was gonna say I've just got out of a relation ship but I didn't want to hear it.
"Um Luke I no what your gonna say and I'm not ready to hear it,not just yet."i stood up and we walked inside.When I walked in everyone looked my way.
"I'm not famous you don't need to look at me"i said and they laughed I sat down on the sofa next to Beau and Jai and put my legs over them.
"Eww can you get them smelly feet of me please" Beau said looking disgusted.i hit him with a pillow and he went to tickle me until Daniel shouted really loud.
"LETS GO FOR PIZZAAAA" Everyone got really excited and stood up ready to leave I haven't been out in days so I decided to cheer up and go with them,when we got there we sat down and got the pizza,it was really fun we got followed by some fans but they soon left after some photos,and signatures.We were all laughing and having fun,me and Jai were talking it wasn't awkward we were gonna try and forget it.It was all good until I got a phone call....it was from Cam,I dropped my phone on the table and stared at it,everyone looked down at it then back to me
"Miley are you ok?" I gulped and nodded then picked my phone back up and answered it.
"Heel...helo"I breathed and someone spoke but it wasn't Cam.
"Is this Miley?We have your boyfriend here he has been involved in a accident we have him here at California emergency unit,we have tried his mum but they won't..."I dropped the phone and ran out leaving them and my phone still in the call there.I couldn't stop I got in my car and turn't the engine on all I could think about was him I got there as fast and safe as I could.I got there and ran in I went to the desk and asked for him.
"CAMERON CAMERON DALLAS WHERE IS HE?" The lady looked at me and back to her computer.
"WHERE IS HEEE!!"i said through mumbled cry's.
"Madam we need you to calm down,I will take you to his room,he has just come out of surgery so he is resting but if your direct family it will be ok to visit him."I nodded and she took me to his room before I went in I looked through the window to see him laying there so peacefully with tubes coming out and scratches over his face and arms.i started breathing heavy and I couldn't control it.
"Ok Madam your having a panic attack I need you to sit down here and breath slowly you need to get your breathing back to normal."i had a pain I my chest I slowed it down but It hurts so much I was crying.I went in and sat next to his bed,I took in what I was seeing and let out a big breath I think I was holding it in to brace myself.I took his hand and held it in mine it was cold and seemed massive compared to mine,it actually brought a smile to my face,after about 30 of sitting there and calming down cause I no he was ok,the door opened and in came Luke,Jai,Beau,James and Daniel.