His best friend

Chapter 9

After everyone was ready James called Nash,Cam and Hayes to come over and go to the beach with us all,I was a bit nervous but after all they were all my friends and we had to move on,we all did.Nash,Hayes and Cam arrived shortly and I was upstairs with Luke helping him edit there new video,we all heard them pissing about downstairs and Luke went down to say hi and I finished it and saved it all,as soon as I was done I got my phone and opened the door to go downstairs,but stood at the door was a face I didn't really want to see.
"Jai" I said sternly looking him in the eye.
"Um Miley I no this probably is to soon to talk to you about everything but I want to talk to you" he said coming closer to me.
"Jai I want to,to but I'm I'm no-oo-tt" Before I could finish his lips crashed onto mine,I missed his soft plump lips,I put my hand on his chest and pushed him away onto the wall breaking the kiss gently.I looked him in the eye and turned around walking down the stairs.I went into the kitchen and got a bottle of water out the fridge turning to go to the front door where all the boys were getting in the car.We had to take 2 cars (This is the seating arrangement Beau and Cam are driving.)
Car 1.Beau. Me. Jai. Daniel. Luke.
Car 2.Cam. Nash. James. Hayes.
"Right right ok stop,I USED to like her but I don't now" Luke shouted going red we were all bullying him about liking this girl.My phone went off with a notification,I looked down and dropped my phone as soon as I read it.
"Miley are you ok?"
"What's happened?" I looked up at Beau's worried face,who was split between looking at the road and at me.I passed Daniel my phone so he could read it,I sat staring out the window...It wasn't as big as I made it out to be but I got sent a death threat,and if I didn't kill myself they would come and kill me themselves.
"Oh shit" Daniel said passing my phone to Jai then Luke.
"Will someone please tell me what's going on!!?"Beau shouted.
"I got a death threat,saying if I didn't kill myself for being a slut they would come and kill me themselves" I said taking my phone from Luke and deleting the message.
"Look don't listen to them,we've got them before,just please ignore it there jealous just forget about it and have a good day" Luke said rubbing my shoulders from behind.We were nearly there it took quite a while to get to the beach,as we didn't live near it.We were all in a conversation until Beau put his hand on my knee squeezing it a bit,I looked at him and then at his hand,carrying in with the conversation I could see Jai out the corner of my eye giving Beau a death stare,I gently pushed his hand of my knee focusing back on the road it wasn't fair on Jai.We pulled up at the beach and parked,getting our stuff out and getting a spot in the quiet bit so none of the boys would be noticed.I pushed the threat thing to the bag of my mind for now as we all deserve a good day,I don't want to ruin it.I took my clothes that were over my bikini off.(I had the black and white triangle bikini on)
"Beau put me down now!!" Beau currently was carrying me in the air trying to throw me in the water,I couldn't scram for anyone else as they were all far in the water and not near where we were.Beau carried me further and further away from everyone I was getting bored with this game.He put me down and stood near me looking down at me because the height difference was big at this point.
"My why did you push my hand off my knee in the car?"I looked away from his beautiful green eyes and into the distance of the sea.
"Miley"
"What Beau?You can't seriously be mad at me" I stated throwing my hands in the air.
"I am yeah in a way?!" I was so confused why he was making it into something.
"Beau I don't want to argue with you about something your making into a big deal?I pushed your hand of because of Jai" I said walking away going back to everyone I couldn't be bothered.I was near all our stuff when I could hear Beau running up and he grabbed my arm.
"Miley why does he matter?"
"Beau just drop it,stop" I said looking down at the grip he was holding my arm as I shouted at him more louder than I intended.All our little group had stop splashing about in the water and they looked concerned,as Nash and Luke got out the water to come over.
"Beau you've made this a fucking massive thing when it seriously wasn't,is that why you dragged me over there on our own?Im sorry if I offended you in any way but I'm so trapped in feelings right now you have to understand that!And I have so much stress that I'm putting behind and not dealing with,I pushed your hand off my knew because Jai was giving you a death stare about it,it's not fair on him is it?I mean he is your fucking brother?Im trying to get rid of the so called reputation of being a slut so from going from Cam to Jai and then his brother isn't any good is it!?So just drop it Beau because I am." After that speech I was out of breath from shouting most of that,Everyone was out the water and around us,not exactly but it was quite clear they heard every word of that.Beau just stood there awkwardly before walking off to the water with Hayes and Cam.
"Miley are you um are you ok?"Luke asked as I went and sat down where they all were on there towels.
"Yeah I'm good" I smiled as I got my phone and sat next to Nash cuddling him a bit,we weren't as close as we used to be it upsets me.
"No were not" he said smiling at me.
"Did I say that out loud." Everyone laughed as I hid my face.Luke came over with James and sat next to me whilst Nash got up to make a call to Gab as she couldn't make it here today which was sad as I missed her.
"Hey can we talk to you?" James said gesturing me to stand up,I looked at him confused and got up waking over to where Luke had already gone for us to talk.
"Miley what's happened with Beau?" I looked into the water to where he was,and he seemed like he was having fun.
"In the car we were all in conversation and he put his hand on my knee at first it was ok but I could see Jai getting angry and he was giving Beau a stare,so I pushed it off,when we got here he picked me up and took me over there where no one was and asked me why I pushed his hand off,to be honest I got a bit confused as to why he was asking cause it's not really a big deal is it?And I could see him getting a bit angry so I looked away and he asked me again and I said you can't be mad at me and then it kind of escalated from there with him making it a big deal.And then I assume you heard most of it."
"What you said about you being a slut,none of that's your fault,Cam left you and Jai cheated on you...And Beau well your not exactly a thing..." I looked at James and hugged him to say thanks,I pulled back and Luke hugged me.
"Alright you cunts lets cook some burgers on here" Daniel said pointing to the bbq they brought.We walked back over and all sat down in a wonky circle as Cam,Nash and Daniel tried to cook burgers on the beach in the wind. (Could you imagine it😂)
By the end of the day we were all a bit cold and bored,so we packed our things up.
"Has anyone seen my phone?"i shouted as we got the towels of the floor which it was on.I looked round to see Nash holding my phone in the air whilst Cam and Hayes all pose for a selfie,being taken on my phone that they obviously stole.
"Oi give it back" I said going over and taking it,from them and getting in the car,yes I was sat next to Beau and yes I was dreading it...
"I love this song,OH I THINK THAT I FOUND MYSELF A CHEERLEADER SHE IS ALWAYS RIGHT THERE WHEN I NEED HERE,SHE WALKS LIKE A MODEL SHE GRANTS MY WISHES LIKE A GENIE IN A BOTTLE"Me and Daniel and Luke sung,until Beau out another song on.
"I don't like that song" he said as he put his hand back on the wheel.
"Yes but everybody else does I said turning it back on" he changed it again and turned it up really loud.
"I'm the driver so I can pick and I don't want it on so end of discussion"
"Do you no what Im not gonna argue" I said crossing my arms and putting my legs up leaning back looking out the window.
"Can you out your feet down please" Beau said I looked at him and then put them down not saying anything.
"Beau stop" Luke said from the back.
"What have I done now?" He said looking at Luke through the mirror.
"Just stop picking at her cause your angry for no reason" Beau didn't reply and the rest of the journey was silent.We pulled up in the drive and all piled out of the car everyone walked in the house one by one but I just stayed outside and sat on the little wall thinking,it was going well me and Beau were so close and we are now not talking or at each others throats.I sat crossed legged and got my phone out going on Twitter,scrolling through my news feed I saw the boys had tweeted.
@BrooksBeau : What's the point,don't want to waste my time with you.
@Luke_brooks : Why are you so selfish?She doesn't deserve you...
@JaiBrooks1 : Haha your funny how people can turn from something so little😂
@James_Yammouni : Don't even no what to say apart from awkward...
@Danielsahyounie : Hmmm bit of tension much..
I sighed locking my phone and putting it in my lap,picking a daisy from the grass in front of me,a tear fell from my eye..why did it pain me so much,oh yeah because of all the shit that gets thrown at me in life and over the past few weeks.A few minutes later I heard a door open and then slam and Cam walked over sitting next to me.
"You no one minute they were fighting and the next its completely awkward" he chuckled as he looked at me and smiled,I smiled back and giggled sighing.
"We Urm we..ha-ave never really talked about the...um the ba..b...by" He said relaxing after he got it out.
"Your right,because I don't no about you but I don't really want to sit here and talk about how he/she would have been like you or you would go to his first football game or how she would be in to cheer or gymnastics."
"Mi it's not that we never spoke about it,the night I found out was at a party with everyone else,that's not the way I want to find out my baby has died,I'm not having a go at you but I was just so shocked you no?" I put my arm around him and pulled him into a hug resting my head on his shoulder.
"Cam I understand it hard to go through what we went to,and we won't forget,but we can move on and that's the best we can,let's not talk about it,I think I need to go in and sort them all out" I said standing up and taking a big breath in.I walked up the stairs and opened the door to the house,as soon as I stepped in the room fell silent and eyes were on me.
"I don't no how to start of with it apart from I'm sorry to everyone!!There ok I don't see the point in all this and now people around it have fallen out,It was supposed to be a nice day at the beach with out little family but there is always drama isn't there?" I stated holding back the tears.
"Beau..Be..au can I talk to you?Privately?" I stuttered as he stood up and nodded making his way to his room where I would say what I've been holding in..
"Let me start by saying I'm sorry" I said as we sat down on his bed.
"I didn't mean for us to fight,fuck I didn't mean for any of us to fight,so I'm sorry...I'm ready to move on ok Beau.Cam and me we are history and we both agree,Jai?I don't no about him,because we haven't spoken but one thing I do no is that Beau you make me smile and I could see us getting along just fine" I smiled expecting him to get where I was going with that.
"Miley I should be the one saying sorry,it was stupid and I no..you kind of no I've been aiming at this idea any way..how about we take it slow,don't make anything official yet and you can talk to Jai and everyone can get back to normal for onces" he said mumbling the first but into my forehead as he kissed it.We stood up and hugged going back downstairs.
"Right Luke get the alcohol and Daniel go and light a proper BBQ and don't seem the ground on fire this time" everyone laughed including him " let's have a good evening me and Beau have made up so if there is anyone who hasn't your all ducking dirty pigs!!" I screamed going outside hearing laughs,it was ok it is going to be ok.