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~Imagine~ 'I Bet My Life' (10)

~Doctor's POV~

I looked outside of Tardis. Was I really doing this? After those years, what I left you. You wouldn't want to see me. Why would you? I told you I won't return. You are rightfull. I let out long, frustrated sigh. I was never so scared like now. All those nights you watched night sky, waiting at my return. I dissapointed you. I am not a hero, I am not a single good. But I need to see you, talk to you. I destroyed your life with my presence, if that one day, I wouldn't stop, if I would ignore you, I wouldn't leave you years later with broken heart. I did mistakes, a big mistakes. But I want to make my way to you, tell you what I feel. I don't know how, but how would I? You are special and different, there is no other way then this. I will come back, and take you with me again. My fears will dissapear or began to be true. So what can I loose? One special, precious and perfect woman. I would lost [F/N].

I ran toward old, big house, abandoned in middle of meadow. House surrounded by ponds, flowers but still sad. So many memories, good and bad memories. I can't chose which one will slide on my mind. I stoped in front of porch, looking into old broken windows. You have to be here. I can feel it.

"I know I took the path that you would never want for me,

I know I let you down, didn't I?"

I sing loudly. Soon I saw siluete standing in window. My hearts shaking like mad, scaring of her reaction. Silluete dissapeard. Doors opened and in them stood you. [F/N], more beautiful then that day I dissapeard.

"So many sleepless nights.

Where you were waiting up on me."

Your eyes wided a bit but you still stood in door frame without move. You watched me like you didn't believed it is me, that I came back. I stared into your [E/C] eyes and then closed those mine.

"Well I'm just a slave unto the night.

Now I remember when I told you that's the las you see of me.

Remember when I broke you down to tears.

I know I took the path you would never want for me.

I gave you hell trough all the years."

I sang from hearts. I really gave you hell. After years of travelling together, I left you, without telling my reasons. To be honest, I was scared. Scared of falling in love. That I would drown and you just dissapears. But I did most terrible thing. I left you. You took a step closer, your arms on your chest, your eyes began to water. I looked down at ground and then back at you, with small tears under my eyes.

"So I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you.

I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you."

You took another step. I wanted to walk to you, wipe you tears and tell you I won't leave you again. I won't leaver you ever. My two heart are beating just for you.

"I've been around the world but never in my wildest dreams,

would I come running home to you.

I've told a million lies,

but now I tell a single truth.

There's you in everything I do."

You were now closer to me, still watching my moves. Sun was already down and night sky was above our heads, but we didn't cared. I could see that you were shaking. You were nervious? Or scared? My mind thinking about things that it shouldn't.

"Now I remember when I told you that's the las you see of me.

Remember when I broke you down to tears.

I know I took the path you would never want for me.

I gave you hell trough all the years."

I felt hand on my shoulder and when I looked up, I saw you, with small smile on your lips. You were so beautiful in light of stars. Even by years, you didn't changed. You always believed in me. I didn't understood how or why, but I was thankfull. I could count with you, I could give my life in your hands. I could trust you and love you.

"So I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you.

I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you."

I now sang quietly to your ears. I leaned back and looked into your eyes. Those [E/C] orbs. I got lost in them each second I stared in them. I guess you were lost in those mines. I smiled with small smile.

"Don't tell me that I'm wrong,

I've walked that road before.

I left you on your own, and please believe when they say,

that it's left for yeasterday.

And the records that I've played.

Please forgive me for all I've done."

I had tears on my cheeks. I felt hand on my cheek and I looked at you, with smile playing in my lips. Your smile was wide, you wiped my tears away and I put my hand on yours on my cheek. We both sighed at same time. I again looked into your eyes and I wishperd.

"So I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you.

I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you.

So I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you.

I, I bet my life, I bet my life,

I bet my life on you."

I said and leaned closer to you. Our lips connected and kiss began to be more passionate, like we wanted to tell all emotions we missed by years. In your kiss was pain, but hope. I could feel it. I pulled there more passion, I felt guilty for what I did. You felt it and caressed my cheek. When we broke kiss we both smiled at eachother. "I forgive you, and I will take care of you" You wishperd kindly. "I love you [F/N]" I wishperd. "I love you too Doctor" You replied softly.