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~Imagine~ (11) Regenerating

~Doctor's POV~

I looked before me, my eyes wide open. It was coming. I did expect it. But I didn't knew it was so close. I didn't wanted. I never wanted to. I took deep shaking face. "Doctor?" I heard Clara ask with worry. I turned at her, she had rised eyebrow. Piece of pain flew by my hearts. "Yes?" I asked and nerviously chuckled. "Are you alright?" She came closer. "I'd love to say yes" I replied quietly and looked up at her, with sad smile. "W-What is wrong?" She said worried. "I am. I am changing" I replied and took down my bow tie. It fell on ground and then I heard quietly footsteps. My head shot up. Footsteps were louder and louder until [H/C] hair showed up in front of me. Then [E/C] eyes. Those eyes I missed whole time. My hearts stoped as you walked in front of me, smiling kindly, few tears in your eyes. You didn't told a single word and I didn't needed it. "[Y/N]" My voice cracked. Clara looked at place where you standed. "[Y/N]? Who's that?" She asked. "Person with who my hearts fell in love" I replied quietly and took step closer. You walked closer too. Your eyes were so real. You were so real. "Doctor" You wishperd same as you dissapeard from my life. It was all my fault.

You walked in forest, hand in hand. You took trip to some calm place. It was wonderful time. You didn't needed to speak. You just walked without words, enjoying each other. Then, you heard cracking noices and soon human stood before you two. "Uhm..Hello?" You tryed to act calm. Male seem confused and shocked. "W-Who are you!" He rised his hand. In it was gun. I pulled you behind me. "Sir, there is no need to shoot. We can talk" I said and he growled. "Who am I! What is happening?!" He yelld. It seems that something wiped his memories or possessed him. I wasn't sure but when he looked at us, his eyes wided and his hands began to shake. "Time Lord" His voice changed. Possessed. "Who are you?" I asked calmly. "Don't you remember us Doctor? Fellings, quite time now" Male said and my face paled. I couldn't save them. Not them. They wanted to kill. They killed who came in their way, they tried to kill me too. I had to left them behind, because they didn't wanted to be saved. They refused my help. "But why now?" I asked. "Because even we need to rest Doctor. So many years, so long time. So many faces" He hissed and you held my hand. I held your back. "Oh I see" He said as he walked closer. "You found yourself sould mate?" He said coldy. "Well, because of you my family died" He said and you looked at him. "Doctor didn't made it because he wanted! He wanted to do right thing! You didn't listened to him!" You yelld and I smiled weakly. "Quite true human, but things aren't easy like this" He said he trew us to tree. I groaned because I hit my head badly. You whined. "[Y/N]!" I called. "I'm okay Doc" You said quietly. I nodded and looked at man before us. "Let her out of this. This is our thing" I said. "No. She is just a bonus" He said and grabed you in his hands. You whined again. "Doctor!" You called. "[Y/N]! You'll be okay! I'll get you!" I yelld and got up. My view was blurry but I pointed my sonic at him. "This isn't working on me for ages Doctor" He grined madly. "Let her go!" I yelld. "No Doctor. You took away my life, I will take yours" He said and you let out yell. My view finaly got better and I saw you, he held you by your shoulders and now you had knife in your shoulder. "[Y/N]!" I cryed out. "Doctor!" You yelld back. Then, gunshot was heard and one body fell on ground. Man laughed and ran away. I trew myself to you. You coughed blood. "Doctor.."You wishperd. "[Y/N] sweetheart you will be okay" I said with tears. "I-I love you.."You coughed more blood. "Doctor..."You said weakly and you closed your eyes. My face paled. "[Y/N]? [Y/N]!" I yelld but you were gone because of me.

"[Y/N]" I replied with smile. You walked closer. You cupped my face and I melted in your warm hands. I missed you so much. Tears began to ran down by my cheeks.

"Hush little Doctor,
don't say a word.
And nevermind,
that noice in your head.
It's just the beast,
under your bed.
In your closet,
in your head."

You sang and more and more tears ran down by my cheeks. "Doctor?" I heard Clara but I was way too much lost in your eyes. Memories popping in my head. I have to live, but without you. How it will be? I never know. I am always different. You made me see world in different way and we both changed by years. I never thought you would be so precious on beginig. Yes, you were very special.

I was again alone. I didn't liked it but somehow, I didn't found anyone who would suit me. Now I stopped on Earth for a small break. I walked from Tardis and took deep breath. It was late winter. Cold weather. I walked by night streets when light began to flicker. I stoped and took out my sonic. I scanned it and looked at results. Something wasn't right. So I looked at nearest house. It looked old but iside was light. I walked to there and knocked on doors, searching for my psycho paper. When doors opened, I was faced [H/C] hair-coloured, [E/C] eyed, [Tall/Short] girl. I looked at her and smiled. She returned smile. "Good evening" I said and she nodded. "Good evening to you too" She replied and I stared at her for a while. "Uhm..May I ask why did you came?" Girl asked. "Oh! Yes, sorry. Uhm..I am from Techincs as you can see" I said and showed her my psycho paper. She scanned it. "Sure" You replied. "So Doctor, what happend?" She asked. Wait, Doctor? What. "May I ask your name?" I looked at her. "[Y/N]" You replied. "Lovely name" I said and you blushed a bit. "Okay then. Do you see that street light?" He asked. "Yup. It flickers" You replied. "Yes. How long?" I asked. "Hm..Not long. I cam home before hour and it wasn't flickering" You said in thoughts. "Hmm..." I looked at you at then at at street lamp. "Thank you [Y/N]" I said and dissapeard.

*~♥~*

I looked at that older house with panic in my eyes. [Y/N] was there! And they wanted that house as teleportation station! I rushed into house. You looked shocked. "Doctor!" You jumped on you legs. "Out!" I yelld and you did as I told you. When we were out, your house blew up. "Great" You mumbled. "I'm homeless..What happend Doc?" You asked. "Their machines aren't best" I said and then explained it to you. "Oh.." You said. "Well, I kind of made you homeless so would you like to join me?" I asked. "Doctor.." You said nerviously and my smile faded. "Yeah. Sure" You ened and we ran to Tardis wish laughter.

"Love you shouldn't be worried so much" You wishperd to me and kissed my forehead. "You don't knoe how much I missed you" I wishperd. "Oh I know" You sassed back. I chuckled. "But your story founds it's end Doc. Let me join you on it's end as you joined mine on it's beginig" You smiled at me with watery eyes. "Gladly" I said and yellow dust began to shine around me. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. "We are stories in end. Let's make a good one, eh?" I smiled as Clara and [Y/N] as with new breath I became a new me.