Random Things I think about 3.5

Loud (Vent)

TW///Issues with One's Voice (idk what this is called),Implied self inflicted body horror

I want to rip my vocal cords out.

I feel really bad about speaking since I'm apparently constantly yelling.

I just want to be QUIET.

Please,how do I be quiet?

I just want to be quiet.....

I'm constantly waking up my family and causing disruptions in class.....

How do I safely shut myself up?

I JUST WANT TO BE QUIET.