[Everynight when I'm alone....I can't stop thinking about the future. How I will outlive everyone I know. Everyone I love. Including my sister. It hurts to think about that...and I can't stop. I'll be the last thing to ever die in the universe. At least,I think.....I will die,cold and alone,drifting endlessly through a dark void filled with nothing but black holes. That is,if death is merciful enough to come for me. It pains me to know that Rosie,as the Leader of Starclan,will die and stop existing before I can ever see her again. I will be the last living thing ever. I know I will...I'll even outlive my father. I just want to prevent this fate...I'll do anything to not end up being the last living thing to ever exist. I'll do anything to prevent it. I'll do anything to prevent the Inevitable end of all but me. And that....that thought pains me too. Because I could end up leaving my sister early. And I don't want that either. I guess my existence is just doomed to misery.]