~I CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND| LOKI X READER [FF] ENGLISH

The Sad Truth

I didn't know what exactly Bucky wanted from me. He locked the door and I started to panic.

"Sit down... Please."

Said Bucky, and I sat down and looked him in the eyes as sweat was pouring off his face.

"In your Red Book there was data of you and your powers, I don't know if you read all the data of you, but it said that your parents were murdered.... You know we were manipulated, and that's what Hydra did to me when they took you away from your parents, and I was there."

Said Bucky. I just looked him in the eyes, not understanding what he meant.

"I know you're going to hate me for this, but I have to tell you the truth."

Said Bucky

"What do you mean ""I was there""? I only remember Alexander."

I said

"Your parents were murdered, by the Winter Soldier.... And that was me, I had no choice."

Bucky almost started crying....

My eyes burned as I held back tears, I pressed my fingers to my palm and pressed too hard it started to bleed.

"Why are you just telling me this now?"

I asked angrily

"WHY NOW! I HAVE TAKEN YEARS TO FIND OUT WHO KILLED MY PARENTS AND YOU, YOU HAVE HID IT FROM ME AGAIN!.. Hah, *I laughed*.... I busted my ass just to find out it was you.... Thank you, James, thank you for telling me."

I said...

"I was afraid you would hate me or even kill me, I had a lot of fun with you and the team, and I didn't want to mess it up."

Said Bucky

Now it all made sense after all the research from my dead parents and everything I had to go through just to find out it was Bucky.

I realized my hand was still dripping and tore a piece of t-shirt off of me and wrapped it around my bleeding palm.

It was quiet, The others didn't hear anything else and were worried, Loki was worried the most.

"Did you know?"

Asked Tony, looking at Steve

"What was I supposed to know?"

Asked Steve

"Don't fuck with me, Steve, DID YOU KNOW!"

Shouted Tony

"Tony, please."

Said Nat

"Yes Tony, I knew about it, but it wasn't Bucky's fault, he was M-"

Said Steve, until Tony interrupted him.

"So you knew, and didn't tell her or us".

Said Tony, taking a deep breath. Bucky and I were still in his room. Until I got up and went to open the door, but I forgot the door was locked and didn't want to ask Bucky for the keys and waited on the door, leaning my head against it. Bucky got up and was behind me and was about to open the door until he took my shoulder and turned it that I was across from him, he bent down and hugged me, but I didn't hug him because it still hurt that he had killed my parents.

"You don't have to forgive me, I would feel the same."

Said Bucky and I decided to hug him too and Bucky's eyes turned red and tears flowed down his cheeks.

I didn't know what emotions I was having, I felt weird and realized that I finally knew who killed my parents, and I wasn't thinking about Bucky, I was thinking about Hydra. 

It was Hydra from start to finish, Yet I was glad Bucky even told me because....

After all these years I finally reached my goal and knew what their names were, what they looked like and got an indication of where their grave was and was able to visit my family.________________________________________________________________________________

OMG GUYS YESS I DID IT IN ONE DAY TO TRANSLATE WITH "DeepL" AHH I REALLY RECOMMEND IT, I SPENT HOURSSS TO MAKE THIS, IM SO THANKFULL OF THOSE WHO READ THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG, the original was German and i wanted to share it to US/ UK and other people who speak English, I'm so sorry if you found some mistakes, I made an effort  to separate the texts but for u guys i would do anything