The Ocean Goes Cold || Book 2|| Jeremiah Fisher

You didnt cheat, but you're still a traitor

I look at him in disgust. I slap him across the face. " you piece of fucking shit." I say scoffing.

"I'm sorry Oli, but you don't get to move on. I needed to take my mind off of you. If you don't want me I need to find someone who does.

" what happened to I'll always love you huh? You're full of fucking shit. Full of it jere. I love you okay? I admit it! I do! Im so fucking in love with you that I almost jumped off that bridge for hurting you, I'm so fucked in the head right now jere."

"Well you can come find me when your ready, but I'm done waiting for you Oli. Im done, you either want me or you don't make up your mind."

I think about it for a second, Conrad or Jeremiah. Conrad has always been there, yeah he left me at prom but he just didn't wanna hurt me. He wanted to put my happiness before his own.

Then there's Jeremiah, he's been waiting for me all this time. He's cared about me since day one. He's always been there, but going and sleeping with my best friend and then admitting how in love with me he was?

I didn't have time to deal with this, I didn't have time to deal with him. " Jeremiah I'm going through so much shit right now, you can't just act like you didn't just fuck my bestfriend."

"It's not like we were dating! I mean, I've been trying so hard to be good enough for you Oli! And all you've done is choose Conrad!"

" I've never fucked Conrad! Not while we were together! I kissed him yeah! I didn't know it was gonna happen it just did! I felt so bad jere! I was thinking of you the whole time and I was even gonna jump off that bridge because I didn't wanna hurt you anymore!"

He just looks at me shaking his head," you figure out what you want Oli. Then you can come to me. I'm done being the second choice okay? All you do is break my heart, over, and over and over again.

I can't watch you with him anymore Oli, so you have to tell me right now, me or him?"

"You can't expect me to choose you Jeremiah, you just fucked belly, your trying to tell me you felt nothing! What we had meant nothing? We weren't a thing then what we're we jere? Was I just your fuck buddy or something?"

"No Oli it was nothing like that I jus-"

" yeah maybe we weren't official jere, and you technically didn't cheat on me, but you are still a piece of Shit, and cmon, with my best friend? Fuck you."

I saw the regret in his eyes. I turned away from him and walked into the room. I slept on the floor next to Conrad, I lay next to Conrad sleeping and just start crying.

Bawling actually, uncontrollably. I hear Jeremiah walk in. I pretend to sleep and I see him climb into bed. He sighs and I eventually fall asleep.

I wake up the next morning very early. I wake up Conrad. I shake him awake," oliana what's wrong?" He asks, " come with me." I tell him. I grab his hand and take him outside I tell him everything.

" oh my god Oli I am so sorry." He pulls me into a hug. I felt safe with him, maybe he wouldn't turn around and fuck my best friend. We hug for awhile and go back inside. Belly is up and says," Good-morning Olls." She doesn't know I know.

"Oh please, don't act like we're " cool." I say to her. " what are you talking abou-" She stops and realizes that I know. " oliana wait I can explain!" Jeremiah is woken up by her yells, good. " there's nothing to explain belly! Just forget it!"

She's crying now, I don't care. She hurt me, she deserves it. Jere walks over to her and comforts her. " your a piece of fucking shit you know that Jeremiah?" Conrad says.

" ohh yeah? Me? I'm the piece of shit? Fuck you conrad, you've done nothing but treat me and oliana like garbage."

Conrad scoffs and goes to walk over to him but I stop him," Conrad he's not worth it."

"Oh you mean how I wasn't worth it to you? Huh oliana?" Jeremiah says. I look at him in disgust. " fuck you." I say before grabbing my bag and leaving. Conrad trails after me," where are you going Olls?"

"Home, I'll catch a Uber." He looks dissapointed, " oh, well have a safe trip home and call me as soon as you get there." I look at him," you mean you're not coming?"  I ask. He smiles and stands with me as we wait for our ride.

I catch him staring at me," what?" He looks sad, " you deserve so much better then my piece of shit brother Olly." Then he leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back, because I wanted him. I wanted to be with him.

Our ride finally gets here and we hop in, we drive for what feels like forever. The Uber drops us off at my house and me and Conrad walk in together.  He stops short at the driveway. " are you gonna tell them?" He asks. I shake my head, " no Conrad they would go insane. I don't need to put my problems on them."

He gives an understanding nod and we walk into my house my mom runs downstairs. " Oliana! I've missed you! And Conrad! You're back! Hi!" She gives him a warm hug.

" I couldn't resist Oli." He says smiling at me. " no one can!" My mom says while giggling.

"Come! Join us we're about to have lunch!" She walks us over to the table where Ethan, my dad, and Claire are sitting. I give Claire a look.

I guess her and Ethan were a thing now. She looks at me very apologetically. I didn't wanna cause anymore drama, I walk up and hug her. " I missed you Oli, I'm so sorry, but I can't control my feelings. I love him." I nod understandably. " I know Claire, I'm happy for you two." I see Ethan give me a smile and Conrad and I sit down.

As I eat lunch with Conrad and my family, us all giggling. I felt safe, secure, like it's where I was meant to be.
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And that's the end of book 2! I'm creating book 3 as we speak! There will be a total of 4 btw!:) I hope you guys liked this chapter, "sorry Jeremiah girlies!" Your gonna love book 3 though! So stay tuned!! Bye loves!<3