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y/n slowly approach her boss office while
holding the coffee he asked her to get.
she was about to open the door when he
heard many voices coming from the room.
"damn i really thought you will suck about
this deal Koko, turned out you're more than
what I expected." she heard and knew it
was from sanzu, one of her boss business
partners.
"but what do you all think when she
found out that all of it was made for the
deal? " rindou said.
"shut up rindou with your softheart,
come on when she find it out she will
breakdown for a day, weeks, and maybe
month. it's not that bad." she heard again
and knowing it was ran, rindou's brother.
"actually ran was right. but y/n is not
bad as I think, it's such a shame we waste
her beauty for this deal. but deal is a deal,
y'all better hand me the money." she heard
that made her heart shattered, it was from
Koko.
she aggressively open the door and made
her way to spill the coffee on Koko.
"y/n what the fuck—" she cut off Koko
"so you were playing me all along!?"
"yeah and thanks for making me easy
money. I really thought you will be smart
about it and ignore me, but I was wrong.
love blinded your smartness y/n." Koko said.
"hey Koko!" rindou glared on him.
"I hope I listened to my brain not my
heart, because it was right all along. i
was too stupid to make me fall in love
with a jerk like you and out of league."
y/n said walking out.
"ohhh." sanzu laugh lowly.
"are you okay Koko?"
"I'm not ofcourse the coffee was burning
too hot you sucker." he said brushing
away the feeling of feeling bad seeing
y/n in tears. he couldn't understand why he
felt bad, after all their relationship is a deal.
"what happened here?" mikey asked
looking at the coffee scattered on the
floor and Koko as he walked in.
"hey mikey i didn't saw y/n these days,
where is she? did you send her on a
vacation?" sanzu asked looking around
as all of them gathered in mikey's office
with no reason.
"no, she quited on the day where she heard
you all talking. and thanks to you all i don't
have a good secretary anymore." Mikey
said taking a bite on his dorayaki.
"it's not like she's a piece of gold in mines
Mikey, you can replace her with someone
better." ran commented.
"well she is, and i don't see any and anyone
who is better than her, and good as her.
she's the most trusted secretary and person
I knew even though she's only been a year
here."
Mikey glanced at Koko who was silent in the
whole conversation about his secretary.
Koko feel bad after hearing what happened
to her, yes he is worried and feel bad about
what he did. but what all he can do is nothing,
he can't find the girl anymore, he even hired
a private detective to find her but nothing
can be found. she's just smart as not Koko
what he expected to.
a year have passed Koko still carrying the
guiltness, he just realized after so many
years . he is in love with her, but it was all
too late. everynight he will think of her
where she could been. everyday he went
outside he will remember all the memories
together with her they had. everytime, he
will think of her.
one day, koko have gotten news about
the girl, where she is. Koko went to the
location and knock on the house.
he was met by nothing, only the chirps
of the birds and the rustling of the leaves
can be heard. he was so impatient, and
decided to open the door. when he
twisted the knob, he was surprised when
the door was unlocked.
"y/n? " he called out entering the house,
the house was so empty that you couldn't
sense anything. he called out her name
many times but nothing.
then he heard a crying at the backyard,
there he saw a figure sitting on a bench
looking to the ground. "y/n?" he call
out which made the girl alerted and
stand up looking at him with teary
eyes.
"what the fuck are you doing here?
get out! get the hell out!" she started
screaming and pointing at the door.
"no, no, please let me explain." koko
said.
"explain what? your jerkiness?"
"I, i want to apologize, please let me."
"apologize for what? he's already dead
Koko, you killed him!"
"w-what? who's he?"
y/n calm down a bit and sit up again
rubbing her temples, as koko sit at the
bench but keep a good distance between
them. "y/n, who's he?"he asked again.
"your son, koko." y/n avoid his gaze
and look down.
"my what?"
"your son. I was pregnant the day I discovered
you were playing me all along."
"but nothing happened between us, y/n?"
"that's not true, the night you threw
a party, was also the night something
between us. you're so drunk about what
happened that you forgot it. I thought it
was good to not to tell you. then, i
started puking and having headache
with no reason, so I went to a doctor.
there I discovered I was pregnant, and
quit my work. and I distance myself from
you, all of you." she explained as tears
started to pour out.
Koko slowly teared up looking at the
ground. "how did he die?"
"when I was carrying my baby, I was
too stressful because of what you did
to me. I couldn't move on and the
my pregnancy didn't go well. the night
I was giving birth to him, was the day was
also he died. I couldn't even look at him
because I was too scared, and I will
always blame his death on you. it was
your fault he died."
"I don't know what to say." Koko mumble
crying uncontrollably, the mention of
death have him flashback about akane's
death, his first love. another person died
because of him, not just person, but his
own son. "y/n, i will make things right this
time. c-could you gave me another chance?"
he mumble looking at her as the girl look
at him with knitted eyebrows.
"how can you make things right when
you already failed in the first place?"
she said. " and I will never forgive you
and give you another chance, I will never.
so I'm asking you nicely to leave Koko."
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