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THE LETTER:
Shawn. By the time you're reading this I'm long gone, you wont understand why, unfortunately you never did. Me running from you doesn't mean I hate you - quite the opposite. Which is the exact reason I cannot be around you anymore, I'm sick of always being the second choice. I care about you too much, and now it's time to care about me.
Please do not think this is easy for me. Because I can assure you it is not. But it's time to put me first, because I can't keep letting my heart get shattered, especially when a half of it will always belong to you. Why do we put each other through hell? Why can't we just get over ourselves? Or maybe I'm just wishful thinking. In another universe my love, where our hearts match up like them cute little necklaces you always see, or the rings people share. I have to do this for me. Please don't make it harder than it is, please just let me go.
Forever and always, Y/N
p.s - Just know, that everything I'm doing Shawn, I'm doing it for you, for love.
YOU ARE READING
His second choice (s.m)
Romance---------------------------- "Shawn's been my best friend since high school, he's 24 this year. I've watched his career blossom and I couldn't be more proud of him. I'm in love with him. But I'm sick of being the second choice, so I have to leave." ...