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For some reason, all of a sudden people are adding this book to their reading lists and voting? I'm not sure where you've all come from but I appreciate it😭 no one seems to be keen on '12 months' so I've decided to continue this book, and revamp the first few chapters so I will recommend going back and restarting the book as you also may not remember what's happened (I've also changed bits and added things in) this revamp has been a long time coming - thank you all for still reading this trash ?? LOL - I really hope it gets better, please please stay interacting🩷 ily and stay safe bby. Enjoy ur shawn 👩❤️💋👩💌
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Y/N'S POV:
Complete utter silence.
'Shawn?'
I sigh, unsure how to react - I'm not even sure what's going through his head right now. But it doesn't look good.
'Pregnant? As in ... a child? As in ... our child? Holy shit. Y/N?'
Any sort of pain left his face as his spoke my name, his rushed voice and frantic movements stopped. He suddenly became soft, calm. He became Shawn. MY shawn. The Shawn i knew, the one I fell in love with - the one who was in love with me.
'Are you sure it's mine?'
His words barely come out in a whisper.
All I can do is nod.
'Well shit, how long have you known? Are you okay? Are you keeping it?'
'I found out the day you .. you kissed Paige.'
Before he can tell his side of the story, i keep going.
'I am okay, physically anyway - and so is baby. And keeping it? ... i think I want to yeah.'
His lips curve upwards when he hears I want to keep the baby.
Does he want this too?
'Y/N, you have to let me explain here okay - she kissed me, but it was 6 months ago; before tour started i PROMISE you, i took pictures of you the morning i left because you looked so cute in my bed. You can see my clothes in the mirror - hell you can check cctv of the house - the bar the kiss was at and you'll see, you'll see I didn't do anything. I'm too fucking obsessed with you to even think of another girl, you know how mad i get when we walk the streets and guys even look at you? All I wanna do is wrap you in my embrace and prove you're mine. I mean fuck sometimes I just wanna lock you away so no one can hurt you cause Y/N i am so god damn in love with you. Every single song - every lyric I write is for you, about you. And now you're giving me the greatest possible gift you can give me. A baby. OUR baby.'
He spoke so fast it was almost hard to process, but I did. Every word. And I believed him. This is our baby. This is our life. This is us.
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His second choice (s.m)
Romance---------------------------- "Shawn's been my best friend since high school, he's 24 this year. I've watched his career blossom and I couldn't be more proud of him. I'm in love with him. But I'm sick of being the second choice, so I have to leave." ...
