THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT [A.L]

LETTER 10

Dear Jules,

I take everything I said in my last letter back. Ferrari fucking sucks, they have the worst strategists and their car is absolutely not reliable. They keep on messing up. How can you say you are fighting for a championship while having such a terrible strategy and a car that fails every race ? Charles and you would be fighting with Binotto to get a car that actually works. 

Nonetheless, you'd be proud of Arthur and where he is now. He is doing amazing in F3 with Prema and is part of the Ferrari Driver Academy. He's following you and Charles.

You wouldn't be proud of me. Since you left I quit everything, especially racing. I think I still have my racing gear somewhere in the attic along with my trophies. I cannot look at them anymore without thinking about you. Sometimes I regret quitting since I could have been an F1 driver just like you, maybe even driving for Ferrari and fulfilling your dream, our dream. 

I don't enjoy anything anymore. Sometimes I even wonder if I still have positive feelings. I go to uni and go home. That's it. I don't think mom and dad are sad about it since I'm almost never home because of uni. 

I miss you

Louise