Cuz I'm Inlove With You

CHAPTER 15

Lifeless

- No One

Karina Cleared out Every Issue or false rumor about Minjeong

She threatend the Broadcasting and Gossip Source, called " Naevis Provides." To stop Posting or making some shits about Minjeong and her Private life

Karina feels Horrible. Minju Cursed the shit out of them when Yuna Told everything to her.

"Screw all of you, i didn't expect you are this horrible."

Karina banged her head on her desk, this stressed her so much that she feel like being sick.

Minjeong didn't do anything. She saved Karina, she Saved Her that Karina was almost forgetting her Trauma.

Minjeong was there even after everything she had done.

"I love you Karina! I do! And Until now, I don't know why i still do! Despite Everything, i still Love you!"

Minjeong said she still loves Karina, and it didn't help because she feels more guilty now.

"Rina?" Yeji called for her friend's attention.

But seems like Guilt really took Karina, she wasn't paying attention to their meeting

"Karina." This time It was Yeonjun Who called

But her focus were directed to the floor

"I told you to Run To her." This time, the tears That were Threatening to fall, finally let go.

"You can run to her."

Karina Lean to her arm that was resting on the table, she sobbed

"I'm so dumb." Karina Continued to cried

Yuna only exited the room.

"Rina.." This time it was Giselle, Karina was never forbidden to Love Minjeong again, it was part of the Team inside Joke.

Everyone in their Group knew about the Feelings Karina Always Denied and Heeseung always Doubt.

It was Karina, Karina's decision and Karina's consequence to face.

But Karina, isn't she only afraid to fall?

Or is it Because Minjeong is a woman?

No.

No one Knows

Only Karina Does.

But at this state, they couldn't do anything but stare and pity Karina.

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"Hey Minjeong you should Rest." Ryujin was worried at their new Captain.

As if Ryujin is Talking to herself, she hissed and Let Minjeong tired herself from Running, Definitely Beating every Track racer that was practicing

She wants to forget.

But that forgetting thing doesn't include slipping on the Track field and Falling On your knees

But it did

"Ah ya ya! Minjeong!" She thought only Ryujin would come, but so is Yuna and Ning Ning

Rushing to her just to see if she's somewhat still breathing

But yeah, she got Blood on her knees

"Are you okay?" Yuna Tried to help Minjeong up, but the girl only crumpled

She just want to get things out of her mind, but now look! She almost skinned her knees

The 3 of them didn't tried to stop Minjeong from hiding herself from everyone, after all, what she went through really deserve a time of break.

Not only the 3 of them was there, Minju was slowly walking towards her twin, Good thing she brought water

Minju, her friends weren't like that when she met them, they were sweet and Noisy. But what they did really made Minju woke up and realise why They got kicked out from London.

Minjeong deserves Better.

No, Minjeong deserves Apology.

"You shouldn't push yourself too much." Minju use the bottled water to pour in the white towel and Gently wipe the blood and some possible germs on Minjeong's wound

Minju together with Ryujin helped Minjeong Up and Assist her to the Clinic

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Maybe its because of her wound on her knees, or the one on her heart, that's why she was finding the Ceiling more Fancy

"It didn't took you anywhere?" Minjeong knew it was Yuna Leaning on the door

"It took me somewhere. Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell." Minjeong placed a hand on her chest.

"She's so Beautiful that its painful to think She's not mine anymore." Minjeong chuckled dryly

"She was never mine." Yuna walk toward her

"It scary to know that you love her so much that you failed to see someone else is also loving you." Minjeong felt the bed dipped on her foot side

"How come it took me 3 years before getting close to you?" Yuna smiled slowly caressing Minjeong's arm

"Yuna-yah" Immediately looking at The owner of the voice, it was Ryujin, she was Holding a tray with Rice chicken soup and orange juice

Yuna nodded in understanding that the girl needs to eat

Stepping out on the line

Putting the Tray down. Ryujin Directly Stared at Minjeong

"If you keep on pulling yourself down then it won't help."

"You caged yourself inside Bro."

"You love her. You do. But is it worth it? Seeing her so beautiful but she's so high that she couldn't see you."

Ryujin sat down

"She Hurt you, those Freaks Hurt you, You Hurt yourself. And... I think You don't care anymore."

"All i ever wanted was to be happy. She came into my life and everything became fantasy." Minjeong sat down

Even her head is spinning. Its still the same.

"She came and Everything felt so Good. She came and I felt loved. Not just by words. Jimin- jimin showed me." Minjeong wipe the tears

"And i hate myself because i can feel that she love me. I can see through her eyes."

"But you're right Jin. Everything Felt so sudden to me. Those 6 months i've been fooling myself that i moved on, but deep inside i never stopped loving her."

"And now i believed. I can't continue loving her without Loving Myself first. If i only love her. I will continue to let myself break."

Ryujin smiled, 22 years, she's alive and never did she witness someone realising a self love

Ryujin, she will admit that she love herself too much, but she also like yeji. But she knew her limits.

"What will you do now?"

"Well Face my fears."

"Understand Myself."

"Accept The Truth."

"Let Go."

"Maybe..... Play Music Instruments again."

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