And just like that, it hit me. I was never to see my friends in the same classroom as me. I will never have to complain about how annoying the notifications of our class group chat are. I will never wait for my friends at their classroom's door because the teacher dismissed them late. I will never taste the good cafeteria sandwiches anymore. I will never complain about how little funding the school has and how crappy the science equipment is. I will never have to contain my laugh during a strict teacher's class just because I glanced at my friend. I will never have late night discussions about random subjects in my class group chat. I will never run carelessly through the hallways with my friends again. I will never have to run last minute to get ready for a big senior event. I will never see my friends talk with their crushes during class. High school is over. There is no ''i hope we're in the same class next year'' or ''at least we have similar schedules, so we'll meet in the hallways''. I won't be able to ask my friends if they are going to skip last period, so we could spend time in the skate park behind school. I used to hate even the idea of going to school, waiting for the moment were i would never return to that awful place. But what i failed to realize is that amidst all that adversity and stress, there were these little things, little moments of joy or relief that would be ingrained in my brain forever. All those times when teachers and relatives told us to ''enjoy our last year'' to ''cherish these last moments''. I naturally brushed these advices right off. ''How could someone in their right mind reminiscence or miss high school? It's horrible''. Not as much as you think, you blithering idiot. But now you're an adult. You're going to college. Pull your crap together. That is in the past. Your future now awaits you.
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