𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲

You

Every time I look at you

I can't help but smile

Warmth blooming through

Running away from feelings is worse than trying to hide

I feel invisible 

When you talk with my friends

Maybe I can't find the right words

It's always easier to touch you than to speak my mind

"How did this even happened"

"How did I let myself this happen"

And how will this end?

Will be we friends or summer will put its spell on us?

And you

You have so much power and strenght

yet you don't realise it

You may feel as if your soul is unworthy of love

You may feel as if you are bad person

You may feel as if you don't matter

But that's not true

You are real person and that's all that matter

Your existence is enough

My dear, you are love

You are the moon in the sky which shines even when part of it it's hidden

Just because the night is dark and fearful that doesn't mean your beauty is unseen

Because it is

By me

You.

Your cheeky smile warming my heart

Your adorable laugh making me smile

Your sarcastic remarks leaving a chuckle on my lips.

We are so close yet so distant

Torn between what we are and what we could be

Watching you go was like rain slipping through leaves

Everything has its turning point and this story has its own.

How could I know what you feel without you understanding your feelings and what you should have already known.