𝐒𝐨 𝐓𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝

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I'm so tired Of faking Of tryingOf lyingI'm so tired of the sunlight streamingThrough my windowAnd that my eyes open every timeI'm so tired of hearing screamsIn the middle of the night Only to realize it's meI'm so tired of having hopeBecause I tr...

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I'm so tired
Of faking
Of trying
Of lying
I'm so tired of the sunlight streaming
Through my window
And that my eyes open every time
I'm so tired of hearing screams
In the middle of the night
Only to realize it's me
I'm so tired of having hope
Because I try not to believe
Because hope is for suckers
And people will only let you down
But still I do, every time
I'm so tired of having to say I'm fine
Because I'm really not
But I can't let anyone else know that
I'm so tired of being me
Never good enough
And so many scars to prove it
I'm so tired of people
All the chattering, the gossip
I just want to be alone with the breeze
I'm so tired of breathing
It's such a mindlessly hard thing to do
Every breath hurts knowing
I'll never be what you want me to.

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