ENHA FANFIC SERIES 3:Accidentally Inlove

Chapter 2

"Why,am I also bothering you?Hindi ko rin ba ma meet ang expectations niyo sa'kin?Pang-gulo lang din ba ako sa inyo?I'm sorry if I'm just bothering you...I'm sorry..."

Natigilan at natahimik kaming tatlo dahil sa sinabing iyon ni Sunghoon.

I understand Sunghoon being like this. Ever since we're born, expectations was already in our shoulders. We need to do anything and everything just to meet their expectations, but sometimes kahit na ginawa na natin ang lahat kulang pa din at parang walang kuwenta. Kunting pagkakamali mo lang ay madali lang sa kanilang husgahan ka without even knowing of what you feel.

We try to asked some questions but he didn't even bother to  answer us. I understand him, sometimes we don't want to talk our problems to others and we just need to be alone. Everyone has its own way of expressing their pain,and we should respect them and all we can do is to make them feel that we are always behind their back,if we need us.

After few hours Sunghoon already fall asleep,dahil na rin siguro sa tama ng alak sa kanya. Bakas din sa mga mata niya kanina na hindi maayos ang tulog niya. Naunang umuwe si Heeseung dahil tumawag ang mom niya. Kami nalang ni En ang naiwan.

I sighed. "Nakakapanibago lang."I said while inaayos ang pagkain sa ref ni Sunghoon habang si En naman ay naghuhugas.

Lumingon sakin si En. "Yong alin?"She asked.

"That Sunghoon is like this. Seeing Sunghoon in this kind of state is new to me. For almost three years na nakasama ko siya,this is my first time seeing him like this and it's somehow..
Heart breaking..."Nag aalangang sabi ko.

Even before Sunghoon failed but he's not being like this. At simula ng magkahiwalay kaming magkaibigan ay nagkasama ulit kami ni Sunghoon and we're already three years working on Mr. Jimin's company. At ngayon ko lang siya nakitang magka-ganito kaya alam kung mabigat ang pino-problema niya.

Matapos ayusin ang ref ni Sunghoon ay umupo ako sa sofa, sumunod naman sakin si En at naupo rin doon.

"It hurts seeing the person who always makes us laugh is in this kind of state." I ranted. I'm worried at Hoon,I'm his friend at natatakot din ako na mangyari ang nangyari before.

I saw En sighed. Worries is also evident on her.

"What do you think we can do?Maybe you know?You and Sunghoon was being close since then."Baling ko sa kanya.

I'm a little bit envy at their closeness really. Why do I I'm being envy? Tsk self.

Tinapik ni En ang balikat ko at deritsong napatingin sakin dahilan para magtama ang mga namin."Don't worry he'll be fine. He just needs time. And besides Sunghoon is a strong person. Whatever his problem is or pain he's experiencing he can overcome it."She said sincerely.

I can't help it but  to fall with her stares. I'm Inlove with someone I can't even call mine.

Nag iwas ako ng tingin. "Yeah but,how long he's going to fake his smiles and laugh after after his breakdown."

And how long you're going to keep your feelings private to En. Napailing ako. What the hell I'm thinking.

I was fall out of reverie when suddenly En ask a question."Jake do you have a girlfriend?"Dahil sa tanong niya ay bigla akong naubo.

Ikaw sana,kung papayag ka. What the heck Jake. Anong kalokohan ba 'tong naiisip mo. You can't be your friends rival. Gagawin mo lang komplikado ang lahat,you better keep your feelings private.

Kunot noo akong napatingin sa kanya. "What kind of question is that En!"

"Nothing. I just wanna ask. So you already have a girlfriend?"
She asked and smiled at me. Bigla naman napasimangot ako.

Ikaw nga kung papayag ka. Kaso kaibigan mo lang naman ako. At hanggang doon lang tayo.

Sinimangutan ko siya. "You know what?Bakit hindi ka nalang sumama kay Tito Boy ang dami mong tanong eh."I said at itinuon nalang ang sarili ko sa pagkain ng ramyeon.

Why you're being this chaotic. Stop asking me kung my girlfriend na ako,baka madulas pa ako at masabi kong ikaw ang gusto kong maging girlfriend.

"Why? You're just going to answer me with yes or no."She said and puppy eyes.

She's so cute. Kapag ako tuluyang nahulog sayo, kasalanan mo. Kahit naman mahulog ako hindi mo naman ako sasaluhin. Pain pighati kirot lumbay pagdadalamhati. Why I'm being like this,tsk.

"Stop doing puppy eyes. Hindi bagay sayo noh."Kunyaring naiinis kong sabi.

"So you already have a girlfriend?"Pangungulit niya parin sakin.

I looked at En at ngumiti ng malapad. "How about you? You already have a boyfriend?!"I exclaimed.

Naiinis niya akong inirapan. "What? What are you saying?"

Ang ganda mo. May jowa ka na ba? Kung wala pa, nandito lang ako.

Ngumite ulit ako. "What?"

"What?"Naiinis niyang tanong pabalik sakin.

I smiled at her reaction."What?You already have a boyfriend?"
I teased her.

But deep inside I'm hoping that I'm you're boyfriend. But no,I can't ruined my friendship. I don't wanna be selfish,my friend still love you.

"No! I don't have a boyfriend!"
Sigaw niya at nilapitan ang bag niyang nasa living room dahil bigla itong tumunog.

I'm still laughing at her reaction. "Why you're staying away from me? You're guilty aren't you?"

I stopped when I saw her na sumimangot habang nakatingin sa phone niya. I knew it. It was Jay. Napasilip ako sa bintana and I saw Jay, halatang kanina pa niya hinihintay si En sa labas.

"Jake I'm going home."Paalam niya. "How about you? You're not going home yet?"Baling niya sakin.

"Maybe later. I don't wanna go home yet."Sagot ko habang nakatingin sa TV.

"Okay. Take care."She said at tinapik ako sa braso bago siya tuluyang maglakad patungo sa pintuan.

"Okay fine. Umalis ka na baka mainip na si Park kahihintay sa'yo." I teased her again.

Nakita kong mamilog ang mga mata niya."Ano ba!Hindi ko siya kasama!"Singhal niya dahilan para matawa ako sa reaksiyon niya.

"I'm not saying na si Jay ang kasama mo. I just say Park. Malay mo si sir Jimin Park pala ang tinutukoy ko. Napag-hahalataan eh."I said while still laughing.

Umirap ulit siya. "Hay naku!"

"You should go na,take care."I said and wave at her.

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