Authors note: first of all this is my first English story. I'm not native. My native language is German. So please be patient.
Second I want to write this story with you. So after every chapter you can choose between two options.
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Dear diary,
I can't believe it. Charlie is dead. So that's it, I wrote it down. Everything feels like a big nightmare. But this is real. He is dead. The police found his body yesterday near the river. His parents called the police after he didn't come home after he left my house. I remember how his mother called me at 3 am and asked me if Charlie was still with me. I told her that Charlie left my house at 11:30. I was so nervous. I knew that his parents called the police. And a few hours later, yesterday around midday, Tori called me to tell me that they found Charlie's dead body. I still can't believe it. The police suggest suicide but that can't be true. I told them that. Charlie promised me. They found dna from two different people on his body. I gave them a dna sample because obviously Charlie and I made out before he left. I wonder who the second person is. I don't want imagine what happened. But in my head are so many scenarios. One of them has to do with Ben Hope. He never let Charlie really go, although Charlie and I were dating for two years now. Ben always tried to sabotage our relationship. If I find out that he has something to do with Charlie's death, he will die. I didn't really talk to anyone since I got the news. I'm just sitting in my room and thinking about Charlie. I'm looking at pictures and hearing our playlist. And I cry. I know my mom is worried but I can't talk to her at the moment. I just want to be alone. My mom said, it's okay to feel sad but it will be better. I don't believe her. How should it ever be better? I lost Charlie. What's the point in a life without Charlie? The thing is, i don't feel sad. I feel numb. I'm empty. Like Charlie took every emotion i ever felt with him. I hope they find out what happened.
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So, this were nicks first thoughts after Charlie's death.
So how did Charlie die?
A) it was suicide
B) Ben did something
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