close to me. (jacewayland smut)

I love him..

Jace smiles and pins me down on the bed, his hair hovering over my face. "Alice, you'll never believe what i just found out, Jace-" Evelyn enters the room, her eyes squeezed closed, she's tying her hair up. Jace rolls off of me and rests up against the headboard, she opens her eyes and  they dart between us, "oh." My lips part in embarrassment, "Evelyn! Uh me and him were just talking..." She smacks her gum and squints, "Right, Can i talk to you?" I quickly gape at Jace, he's breathing heavily, eyes set on Evelyn.
     She walks towards me and grabs my arm protectively, glaring at Jace beside me.
   Pulling me up i frown, "Evelyn, what's wrong?"
Still blazing at Jace she shakes her head, "Privately." I nictitate as she pulls me out of the room, she slams the door and sighs, "I know you love him, Alice but..." I fold my arms, cold air hitting my neck, "But what?" My heart sinks as i see her tear up, is it really bad?
        "He's already seeing a girl, the blonde one from the party, i don't want to see you get hurt more than you need to, i don't know what he's doing, but it's not fair." she blurts out, a hand on her temple. I feel myself stumble backwards a bit,  "what?" She nods, putting an arm out to comfort me. I recede, dumbfounded. The door swings open and Jace frowns down at us, "What's happening?" Evelyn growls, stepping in front of me, i bow my head, feeling tears prick, "Piss off."
     He closes his mouth, visibly taken aback, "what?" Evelyn balls up her fists, "stay away from Alice, you've already done enough." She moves to my side and grabs my hand. "Alice?" he mutters, looking at me. I look away, feeling the tears roll down my face. I didn't know he was dating her..

      "What the hell did you say to her Evelyn?" he barks, stepping out of the room. She steps towards him, she snaps, "You know damnwell what i told her, you're a fiendish, oaf of a man."
     "I don't understand, i never wanted to hurt her, Evelyn can we talk about this?" he pleads.
     I snap my hand away from Evelyn's and dart down the hall, wiping my eyes with the back of my hand. "Alice, stop!" I hear Jace call.
      I keep running until i reach James room, i tap on his door until it swings open. James frowns and looks down at me, "Alice? Are you alright?"
      I break down in tears and collapse onto his chest, he wraps his arms around me. "Jace? Is she ok?" I turn my head and Jace is shuddering  outside the door. He shakes his head and turns away, running back down the hall. James rubs my back, "Want to go for a walk and talk?"
    I nod, and he moves his arms up to mine, he grabs my hand and props me against his shoulder. He shuts the door behind us and looks down at me, "what happened?" I wipe my cheeks and palpitate, "I just, Jace..." He opens the door to the garden and lets me out first, "What about him?" I pick at the base of my nail, "He hurt me."
     James frown grows deeper, "He hit you?" I shake my head, "No, he just hurt me."
    "I'm sorry Alice, he seems the type." James sighs, i let out a little smile and look up at him, "he does, doesn't he?" James snorts, i giggle into my hand. He looks down at his watch, "want some dinner? i think they're serving right now." I nod, "i would, please."
       James brings me to the canteen and sits me down, Jace across the table, staring at James, his grip tightens on his knife. I furrow my brows at look down at the wooden table in front of me, am i stupid for being so hurt?
     James places a plate of food infront of me, and sits beside me, scooting his chair closer to mine. He glanced over at Jace then bows down to my ear, "he looks like he wants to bite my head off." I lean my head towards his, "i'd like to see him try." James grins and lets out a laugh, i smile and look to my food. Jace would totally be able to rip James head off....
       I pick up the fork and push some peas around my plate, Jaces eyes burning into the side of my head, "If looks could kill." James adds, waving his fork at me, a piece of broccoli stuck to it. I giggle and pick up a lone pea with my knife and clink it with his, "We'd be deceased."
     Suddenly Jaces chair pulls back and he slams his cutlery down on the table, i jump a bit, turning to him. He walks towards us, his fists clenched. I quickly look away, afraid.
        "James." he growls. James glances up at him, "What?" Jaces top lip quivers, he looks pained, "never mind." I look down at his hands and he's shaking, "Jace?" i whisper. He clenches his jaw, eyes glossy. Turning, he walks out of the room.
   I cant help but feel bad, i love him.