close to me. (jacewayland smut)

did i worry him?

"Jace is going to take you out today." Evelyn twinkles, stroking my hair. I open an eye, turning to her from the toilet, where i had just laboriously vomited, "what?" She wipes my mouth with a tissue, "He's going to take you shopping, so you can find your own clothes."
I turn back to the toilet and squeeze my eyes shut, "Okay."
To be honest i'm nervous to see Jace, i don't know if i'll be able to handle myself around him.
— —
I step out of Evelyn's sweatpants and stare vacantly into the mirror, im in my pink bra and matching panties.
"I like that, you should wear that." I pull my hands up to cover my exposed areas. Jace is standing in the doorway, his arms folded, a smirk painted on his already smug enough face.
My shoulders drop, "Oh, hello." He shifts his weight and stands upright, "Hello, Alice."
I furrow my brows and bit my bottom lip, staring down at the ground. "Nervous?" he asks, walking up to me. He leans down near my ear and whispers, his arms crossed, "i'm serious, you should wear that today."
    I shudder, his cold breath hitting my skin. He smiles, feeding off of my eagerness. I furrow my brows and run my hand up his neck to his ear. He smiles, little dimples appearing on each corner of his mouth, my mouth hangs opens a bit. I trace my finger across his sharp cheekbones. He gulps and clenches his jaw, keeping his arms crossed.
     I pull away, "Sorry." His eyes shift between mine, "why are you apologizing?" I look away and pick up a lone, wrinkled t shirt draped over the standing mirror. I slip it on, then my leggings.
"Ready?" Jace asks, tugging at the back of my shirt. I turn to him and smile nervously, "Yes, thank you for bringing me out." He tilts his head to the side, "Are you okay?" I look down at the ground and shake my head, walking past him, "I'm okay! Let's go.." He frowns, following me, "I don't believe you Alice..." And i don't believe i'll ever be able to let you go.

—- —-

I step into the car as Jace closes the door behind me. He gets in on the drivers side and revs the engine, then looks over to me, perturbed.
   I look out the window as he pulls away.
We pass a little shop, on the corner of the abandoned street, i place my finger against the window and chirp, "can we go there?" I turn to him, expectantly. "Of course.." he smiles, parking. I jump out, patting down my hair. Jace waltzes over to me and wraps his hand around my waist, hesitantly. I lean into him and he instantly relaxes, did i worry him?
I enter the shop eagerly, there are racks packed with different types of homemade clothing. I go down through each isle, choosing unique pieces.
Excitedly i run over to Jace, who is running his thumb across a sword on display. "Jace, hun look!" i squeal. He turns around slowly, a little smirk on his face, "what did you just call me?"
I frown, holding the clothes down, "Jace?"
He smiles and looks towards the changing rooms, "I want to see what you picked, i want to see it on you." I blink, a little confused.
In the changing room it hits me, i had called him hun. I cringe and bring my hand up to my forehead, i hesitantly step out and he's standing there, waiting patiently.
"I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to call you that, i guess it's just something i'm used to-" He nods, still sporting the cheesey grin from earlier, "Don't apologize, i like it." I pull back, "Oh, alright."
He stands up and puts his hand on my waist, "want to play a game?" I blink, looking at him, "huh? you want to play a game?" He quickly looks over his shoulder, making sure no one was there. He swiftly pulls me into the changing room i just occupied, his pupils large. "Take that off." he commands, leaning against the wall behind him, crossing his arms. "What?" i whisper, bowing my head hoping nobody will hear us.
"You heard me." he repeats, a wrinkle forming between his furrowed brows. His assertive tone made me instantly start slipping off the clothes, until i was in my bra and underwear from earlier, in front of him. His eyes don't shift from mine, he straightens up and walks towards me. He puts his hands on the wall behind my head, confining me.
He licks his bottom lip then ducks his head, planting wet kisses on my jaw, then down to my neck. I cross my legs, instantly feeling a pool of heat form between them. I bite my lip, holding back my whimpers of fulfillment. He suddenly locks eyes with me, his hand slipping down my panties. I gasp, trying to contain myself. He smiles at my reaction, "do you like that?"
I groan, resting my head against the wall as he circles my clit. He plants kisses against my throat and circles faster, then faster. I whimper and try to close my legs, he shakes his head and smirks, "i'm not done yet." Prying them open he goes faster, my lips part as i let out a moan. I hear the sound of someone opening a door, i grab his hand and push it away. He smirks and backs up, knowing how anxious i am. I take a deep, shuddering breath, and quickly change into my normal clothes. Jace grabs my arm and pulls me into a kiss, i hold the back of his head and lean in.
"Can we go back..." i whisper, pulling away and picking up the other clothes. "You're done shopping?" he asks, raising an eyebrow. I shake my head, my eyes wide, "No, i just want to go back." He frowns, "are you okay, seriously?"
"We can't continue this in a shop, can we." i say bluntly, opening the door.