always been you (Mikey x Draken)

chapter 4

Sanzu's POV

Damn, does it make me jealous with how obsessed Mikey is with Draken. I don't know what he sees in that heartless asshole. Maybe if he would've passed, Mikey would finally look up to me instead of him. All he does is upset Mikey and yet he still keeps going back like a lost puppy. I just wish it would stop.

Oh, the things I've done with Mikey to cheer him up but yet he thinks I'm doing it as a friend.. just helping him release stress and get his mind off things. But that's far from the case, I just want Mikey's full attention, his loyalty, his admiration, not just our friendship/friends with benefits type of thing. I've known him longer but ever since he met Draken, I was nothing but a memory to him until we got older and found each other again. I even managed to get Mikey living with me but it's not enough. I need him.

"Quit day dreaming.." I hear Mikey sigh, walking into my room as he pulls his shirt on. He just got out of the shower and his hair is scattered, covering his face. He can look so feminine at times with his hair down against fair skin, he looks.. so pretty.

"I need to distract my mind, I can't bear this aching in my chest.. you got any alcohol?" It's 11am, what's he on about with this day drinking?

"Mikey, we don't need to drink our problems away.. just let me help you." I smirk, pushing my hair slightly from my face so I can look at him fully.

He takes a seat on my bed and looks hesitant,"I would feel guilty doing... something like that right now.." his voice shaky as it comes out.

Now, I'm not manipulative but I always know how to push the right buttons with Mikey in these situations.

(A/N: That's what a manipulative person would say 🧐)

"What do you mean guilty? I'm just helping you out, Mikey- don't think it'll affect anything between us, it hasn't in the past so why would it now?" God, little does he know that the more and more I get to touch him, the more I crave him.

"I know, Sanzu..." he pauses,"Maybe just one more time wouldn't be so bad, I really need something mind numbing.." There he is. Just like that, I've won him over.

"Come here, Mikey.." I breathe, my heart starting to race. He looks so sexy as he crawls across the bed to me, his long hair all in his face. He straddles me and I use both my hands to gently push his hair back, admiring his features so close to my face. God, I can't wait to indulge myself in his body.

Mikey leans in and presses his lips into mine gently. I can almost feel how much hesitation is behind each kiss, I got to snap him out of that. I use one of my hands and snake it through his hair, grabbing a fist full and pulling roughly. He moans out into my mouth and I can feel my sweatpants tightening against me. Mikey can feel it as well and slowly starts to move himself against me. Yes, I need to feel his touch so desperately.

I keep my lips locked with his and direct his small body onto the bed, so now I'm on top of him. He's shaking against my touch as I run my hand down his torso, slowly messing with the erection in his shorts. He's whining into each kiss as I start to stroke him. I start moving my hand faster and faster and his moans get louder and louder. I can feel myself start to drip with excitement. "That's it, Mikey.."

He starts moving his hips up against me, repeating my name over and over as I start edging him. God, I would kill for this to last forever.