He has to
He has to do this
He knew he has to do this
Every cell in his body rebelled against it
Every step away was utter agony
Every breath without was sheer despair
But
He has to
He has to do this
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Never in his life has he ever avoided someone as he was avoiding Pat right now
The steps he had to take and the details he had to plan were so extensive that every day just ended with him in a collapsed heap of exhaustion
From that day onwards
The day ......
The day that Pat had kissed him
Oh God!! That kiss!!!
It was the beginning and the end of everything
It had been exhilarating
Amazing
Mind-Blowing
It had been everything that he had ever wanted
And it had scared him more than anything else in his life
He had never wanted the kiss to end
Had pulled Pat closer not wanting even air to come between them
Had kissed kissed and kissed him as if his whole existence depended on it
But
The moment it ended, reality had come crashing onto him like a tidal wave
Terror and confusion had filled him in spades and he had ran away from there
He had wanted to get away unable to look at the alpha in front of him
Even the desperate howling of his omega was not enough to make him go back
He had locked himself in his room trying to process everything and gathered his thoughts
(What had just happened?) he wondered touching his swollen lips in awe
(He kissed me. Pat just kissed me)
(Yes he fucking finally kissed us) his omega moaned inside him (Now go back and kiss him some more)
(Why did he kiss us? Just why??)
(What is wrong with u??) his omega snapped exasperated (Wake up!!! The alpha we have always wanted has just kissed us. Because he wants us. Now go BACK to him)
(He told us he liked Ink) he snapped wanting his omega to understand (He has been courting Ink)
(Maybe he...) his omega faltered not able to answer anything to that
(I don't think it's us he really wants) he thought his heart breaking at that
(But he kissed us. He fought with Wai. He helped us so much) his omega whined back desperately listing reasons, wanting the alpha to want them
(He was just being a typical alpha) he scoffed back (Being impulsive and possessive and reckless. He never liked Wai. It was his fault too where the bus-stop was concerned)
(But he kissed US) his omega whimpered
(DOESN'T MATTER) he screamed at his sub-conscious (He had never ever shown any signs of liking us in that way. And he TOLD us he likes Ink. The kiss probably means nothing to him) he thought as his eyes filled with tears once again
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Vanilla Latte in a thunderstorm
RomancePat was going to kill that architecture asshole. That alpha always rubbed him in the wrong way and how dare he insult them at the bar. Finally Pat had him in front of him and just as he was about to punch him, a strong scent of vanilla and milk and...
