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love in october | jirose

this was supposed to be a book but i discontinued it due to the lack of time :( since its october let us enjoy its own breeze. :)

JIMINS POV

i once taught that love is something that you cannot be serious about.

these times, love is not taken seriously enough.

its just like a play between a man and woman.

tho inshort. i was scared to fall inlove.

until i met her,

Park Chaeyoung.

everytime i lay in bed i think of how could i be so lucky for having a girlfriend like her.

i get to feel what it feels like to be loved by her.

and thats more enough for me.

Because I know many guys have lined up just to feel the affectionate she has.

and i was one of them.

yet, i get to have the chance to carry her love with
me.

the start of our love story are not all rainbows and unicorns.

we had so much difficulties to the fact that sometimes we both just want to end hoping that there will be us.

THIRD PERSONS POV

( f l a s h b a c k )

Park Chaeyoung is a simple lttle girl who has so many ambition on her life.

she is this intelligent and beautiful student that everyone looks up to.

Beauty and Brains was her nickname through out grade school until she graduated.

she has always been that girl.

many has said that she lives the perfect life anyone wants to have.

but no,

with her curtains closed and locked door she suffers a lot.

she cries every night wondering if shes enough.

Park Chaeyoung has a relationship with Mingyu for over a year now.

and still, she does not know if he still loves her.

every night, she craves for his attention.

but nothing comes. as always.

what can she expect?

its Kim Mingyu.

other than her relationship, she also suffers with the pressure her parents has for her.

ever since she was a kid, she has been pressured always.

at the age of 4 she has already joined day care.

and at the age of 5 she is already studying pre school.

after some years, at the age of 7 she has been excelerated and moved forward to Grade 1

and ever since that promotion has happened, her parents wont leave her alone till she makes something that will make them proud.

she likes the fact that she gets to be called as the Beauty and Brains in school

it makes her a less nervous.

but when she sometimes hear whispers by her classmates at the locker room, saying that she is too entitled and too sad even if shes already living her best life.

after hearing that, she has always looked down to herself.

thats why she always say,

what you see in public, is the complete opposite of private.

she doesnt know why, but that phrase is sticked through her head ever since.

" Park Chaeyoung! "

oh fuck, she forgot she is with her parents for dinner.

" are you even listening to me? " ofcourse not. gosh

" yea mom, i am. " she said. after completely dozing off.

" your grades on math lowered down. what happened Park Chaeyoung? "

here it is again. the sound of the voice of her mom that she always hate

especially the tone of her voice. its like shes looking down at her.

and its making her so damn humiliated.

" im sorry mom, ill just try better next time. "

she lowered down her head and just replied an apology.

if she says more an argument will jusy occur.

" Dont try, theres no try in this family Chaeyoung. You know whats best, then do the best. "

rolling her eyes after her mom said that.

damnnit she hates it.

( end of fb )

And thats what her life used to look like.

sad with no color flowing around itself.

Until they both met together

suddenly, their life who has no life nor color brings so much rainbowns in the sky now.

Through thin and thick, just like a rainbow.

After a disaster there will always be a color who is there to make you a little bit less of sadness.

yes, they did not have that perfect relationship when they first started since they are are still both very immature.

but even when sometimes the thought of breaking up comes. they never did.

why?

Its because they both cherish the word Love so much.

they both think that Love is just not about all fun and games. sometimes you have to suffer too.

that when you gotta love someone, you should know that that will be the person you wanna spend your life with.

that when you wanna love someone, you have to make sure you are ready to over come a wave on a pacific ocean.

just like the phrase,

when there is a problem, there is a solution.

that might also be one of the reason why they never called it quits.

because everytime they would try, there will always be a signal that they should not.

amazing isnt it? just like how a soulmate really works.

and if you would tell Chaeyoung that she will have a love of her life, she would not believe you.

not even a single drop.

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