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till we meet again | rosekook

i miss you is not the right statement to say what i am feeling about you right now. 

i crave for you and wanna feel your love to me once again.

to feel what is it like to be loved by someone like you.

i know i was such a moron.

i know that i never taught of losing you while we were on relationship.

maybe because i was too confident you will never leave me.

well, i guess i was wrong didnt i?

im sorry Chaeyoung.

for all the times i never acknowledged your presence.

for leaving you always late at night.

for abusing your heart thats too pure for me.

i know that words arent enough too.

i know that.

but someday, i hope that you can forgive me.

and to accept me inside your life again.

THIRD PERSONS POV
( f l a s h b a c k )

Her lips are pouted once again, just because her boyfriend is too busy plaing with his friends.

she came here for almost 4 hours ago yet, he is still not focusing his attention to her.

" jungkook-ah, are you done now? can we cuddle now please? "

park roseanne said.

her face describing that she wants him to say yes.

Jeon Jungkook only looked at her.

" goddamn it! how many times will you say that huh? im still busy playing. you go play with your phone first. "

he replied with an angry tone.

and since her hearts too soft, tears are forming inside her eyes already.

jungkooks shout made her like this, he knows that Chaeyoung has traumas on those.

but yet he still shouted at her just like her parents was.

a shriek and a heavy sigh left her mouth,

and thats when jungkook turned his attention to her.

" what the fuck is now happening to you? why are you crying? "

he asked.

and still irritated.

his expression is showing how he hates his girlfriends presence with him.

"  im sorry, i just got shocked. "

she said waiting a response from him as her head is looking down at his mattress.

but after a few munites he still havent replied to her.

and when she looked up, she saw how jungkooks eyes looked at her like he was annoyed and irritated.

She felt humiliated.

she just wants to spend her time with her boyfriend since boths free time is just on weekend.

she hates it, the fact that she made effort but yet he doesnt appreciate it.

every single time.

" whats wrong jungkook-ah? im sorry. i wont interfere on your game anymore. "

she said sadly.

and again, his attention is back at his stupid game.

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