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maybe, next life. | rosekook

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THIRD PERSONS POV

"jungkook, stop it!"

laughter was filled inside the place,
never a dull moment with the two.

"why should i baby?"

rosies eyes widened, theyre already with eachother for so long but when jungkook calls her baby she would always go feral.

"why? is something wrong?"
her thoughts got pulled back after hearing his voice sounding so worried.

"what? no! i just spaced out"

yeah, spaced out.

even if her thoughts was just to pull jungkook and have a full makeout session with him.

"oh alright, dont think much baby."

there it is again.

"ughhh stop calling me that!"

her face is irritated and brows furrowed.

"what? hahahaha hey! let me call you that, you never know until when you can hear that with my voice." he said.

"what?! are you nuts? are you thinking of breaking up with me?" she replied.

There she is again, reminiscing about him and her.

tears flowing out of her beautiful and brown eyes once again.

looking down, she saw the paper that she wrote on has a drop of many tears.

"shit! shit! shit!"

while trying to dry up the paper, her tears are still nonstop.

"jungkook. imiss you"

her head hung low, hands at her chest. trying her best to take away the pain.

but nothing can ever work. because the one who takes away her pain is already gone.

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dear jungkook, my love.

i miss you.

how are you?

are you happy there?

you know, since you passed i have never felt what happiness is. how can i, right?

thinking of the past, where you keep on calling me baby even when i told you to stop but ofcourse you wont listen because youre a stubborn one. i hope that i didnt make you to stop or even told you to stop.

because right now, all i want is to hear you calling me baby with your delightful and sweet voice

until now, im still so devestated about the thought that i can only remember our past, but not our future jungkook.

j, why did you leave me so early?
we are at the verge of making so many memories together baby.

we are supposed to get through life together.

do you also know that i cant stop but to remenisce how you sang me Beautiful Life at your very last day of living?

was this the reason why you kept on singing me songs 24/7?

i should have saw the early signs jk.
i still have so many questions left.

j, me and your friends are still mourning over you day by day. we miss you so much you know.

i also saw your camera, i kept on remembering how you used to tell me that your camera is for remembering the most beautiful moments in your life.

and when i saw your album,
it was full of my pictures and us.

fuck hahaha, even right now my heart is still hurting.

badly baby.

i need you so much right now but i know that
you needed me more before.

maybe next lifetime, we will be together until we are grey and old huh?

because even at next life, it will still always be you and you.

jungkook, you will always be my one.
my first love and my everything.

thankyou, for every lesson in life that you taught me. i guess the only lesson that you skipped is how would i live without you by my side.

you failed to teach me how i will get through everything without your presence.
but maybe, you taught me how to prepare for it huh?
you taught me those so that i will get through this.

if only you told me. if only you did.

i shouldve spent your last month, week, day, hour, minute and second with you.

im sorry baby.

im so, so sorry.

iloveyou and missyou.

love,
rosie.

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" rosie, someday when the time comes. always remember that all will be alright in time.
okay?"

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