A slayer an angel and a phoenix

I'm not like the others

So normally I wouldn't be doing this chapter already but because the first two episodes are listed both as episode one I thought I'd do them back to back. But if I did it as part of the last chapter there would be close to probably 60 pages because there was close to 30 pages in the first chapter. At least when I type it out. Anyone who writes their own fan fiction at least on this website knows that it counts both pages and words. Anyways with that cleared up let the be continued be continued.

Luke was just about to bite down on Buffy but thanks to my brother's necklace because of the cross around her neck. Luke couldn't hurt her. He ripped her shirt open but when he touches the cross he starts to smoke. Because of this distraction Buffy kicks Luke and sends him flying. She gets out and runs toward the trees but sees that only I am following her. Willow screams because there is a vampire trying to attack her. Xander is momentarily unconscious and Jesse is nowhere to be found but also neither is Darla. And as I fight my inner demons I'm not sure if I'm sad because I feel alone and miss my old friends or relieved because of the new human friends I've made but also I'm not sure they're my friends because once they know the truth they will try and kill me and I will disappear.

Buffy would be the only one who could come in and out of my house just as I said. So if she would want me back she would know where to find me but I will lock the door and keep it locked for as long as I can and I'd make sure my windows are all locked. And if she managed to stake me she would see why they call me Phoenix. Both literally and metaphorically. Because I know a locked room is no match for Buffy after seeing her in action. And I know it won't be tell me to be their friend she will warn me to not to come anywhere near her or her friends again and say goodbye and then the house will keep her out. All the things she said will go out the door and I will understand because everyone leaves me. My parents dead a long time ago my brother left me and I wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see me again. I'm not like the others but I'm also not human. And I will have wished I was dead. Because IDK what I did to make him walk away from me other than because I'm not a normal vampire.

I feel all alone. Why would anyone care for a thing like me or love me. I wonder if that's why Angel won't come when I call for him he doesn't love me. He protected Buffy a human girl a slayer from people like us. He was just down the street from me and he didn't come for me. Darla said I was all grown up but I don't age. Buffy helped Willow she got rid of the vampires that were surrounding us. Staked a couple and one ran off and Darla took Jesse somewhere. Then she turned to look for me. Farrah? Where's Farrah? She looked around. I had gone up a tree. Farrah? She called for me. Farrah where are you?! She tried again. Maybe she got scared and took off. Willow suggested. No way she wanted to help. She knew that girl. She has to be here somewhere. Maybe she saw we were ok and went home. I would've seen her leave. She shakes her head at Xander's suggestion. Actually Buffy this is kind of typical for her. What why? For one she's a loner she just wants to be alone and is too scared to get too close she's afraid of what people will think of her when they find out who she is. How do you know that? Buffy she doesn't have any other friends at school everyone thinks she's a freak but everyone knows where she lives you saw it. Willow reminded her. And I went inside. Her room is huge. She might think or say she wants to be alone and maybe she's not lonely maybe she's just upset.

When I went to go pick her up to go to the club she was in a corner curled up looking half her size not that she's very big she's about Willow's size just IDK shorter maybe she's a small thing. I almost missed her when I called for her. She had her arms wrapped around herself she was crying missing her old friends missing the only family she has left. She and her brother haven't seen each other in a long time and she's upset that she was asking for them because she knows they're bad news maybe not her brother but their old friends. She doesn't feel welcomed she likes to hide. Everyone else has left her and she thinks I will once I know who she really is. There is a possibility that she could be one of them. But if she is and I'm not 100% yet if she is or not then she's not like one I've ever fought. The vampire girl knew Farrah. Farrah said it was a long story. And she looked upset. But she also said everyone has a past some longer and more dreadful than others. Quick where's a place around here she can hide. She questions the other two. The trees. Willow points out. Look Buffy its getting late I think Willow and I are gonna head out. That's ok you go I've got this. They turn to leave. I know you're up there in one of these trees. I understand you might not want any friends or that you want to be alone that you miss you're old life and your old friends.