Always anxious (karlnap)

~7~

This time skips to a few days in the future because I don't want to keep writing he woke up ate messaged Karl ate streamed ate slept repeat over and over again so time skip a few days in the future.

Tw: anxious thoughts?

SapNap pov

Last night me and Karl slept on FaceTime.

It was nice falling asleep like there was someone else there.

Karl told me about his nightmares and has had only a few since but he said that sleeping on call has made them better so we've been doing that a lot more recently.

It was late one night we were both about to fall asleep on call.

I wasn't thinking straight I was tired.

My mind wasn't working properly.

But I didn't realize until I started talking.

"Hey Karl?"

"Yeah." He said he sounds really sleepy.

"What if we met up?"

"What?"

"Do you want to meet up?"

"Yeah that's a great idea! When?"

"I haven't figured anything out yet. How about we talk in the morning to figure out more details?"

"Yeah good night sap."

"Night Karl."

With that I close my eyes and let the sleepy feeling consume me.

———— time skip to the morning

I woke up to see Karl's camera and mic off on my phone.

I turn off my mic and camera too and go to my closet.

I pick out a new outfit.

I pick out my black smile hoodie that Dream sent me and I pick out black jeans.

I go back to my phone not bothering to shower this morning.

I go down my stairs and go to the kitchen.

I open my cabinet to look for bread.

I don't see any.

I need to find something else for breakfast.

Oatmeal? No.
Cereal? Don't have any.
Fruit? No.

I contemplate more ideas and after what felt like years but was realistically only about 10 minutes of debating what I should have I decided on nothing and I'd just wait until lunch.

"SapNap you there?"

I hear Karl's voice come from my phone.

"Yeah what's up?"

"Do you remember our conversation from last night?"

I start thinking back to last night.

We had many conversations.

Which one is he referring to?

"Maybe."

"The one about the meet up?"

That was the one I didn't remember.

"Right." I try to play it off like I remembered but that didn't go to plan.

"You didn't remember did you?"

I shake my head sheepishly.

"That's ok we said we'd discuss the plan more this morning. Did you think of anything?"

"No I didn't. Did we make any specific plans last night?"

"No just that we wanted to meet up."

I nod my head

"What plans did we say we'd come up with?" I ask

"We said we'd talk about who's house when that was it."

"Cool you can come to my house if you want."

"Ok I'll check flights."

A few moments later I hear tapping coming from Karl's side of the call I assume it's him googling flights.

"The soonest I can get one is Wednesday"

"That works for me if it works for you."

"Great I'll book it."

"Great." I say I don't sound very enthusiastic or happy though. I am happy. But anxious thoughts fill my mind and are ripping the happiness from me.

"I gotta go sap I'll see you either tonight or later or maybe we'll just wait till Wednesday."

"Ok sounds good bye Karl."

He hangs up after that.

I go to the guest room to start clearing it out.

Thanks for reading next chapter will be clearing out the room (something interesting will happen)

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