Always anxious (karlnap)

~18~

Tw: mentions panic attack kind of

SapNap pov

Once I'm home I go to find Karl.

I see him sitting at the table with the ice on his neck and his head laying on his arms on the table.

"Karl?" I ask quieter than talking but not quiet enough to be a whisper.

He didn't hear me.

I tap his shoulder lightly to try not to scare him.

He sits up and looks at me.

"Hey Karl you ok?"

"Yeah just tired."

"Ok want to eat wand watch movies? You can sleep while the movies are on if you want."

"Yeah."

"Ok you go put on a movie and I'll get food and blankets."

He gets up shaking slightly.

"Do you want help to the couch you're shaking a lot?"

"I'm ok." He says.

"Ok."

After a few steps he starts stumbling quite a bit looking like he might fall.

I keep watching to make sure he doesn't fall.

I look over again to see him on the floor.

"Karl you ok?"

I walk over and offer my hand to help him up.

He takes it and we walk over to the couch.

I give him the remote and go find blankets.

I bring back some blankets and go back to the kitchen.

I get our food and put it on plates.

I bring our food back and Karl has a movie on.

I hand him his food and sit on the other side of the couch.

After about 45 minutes I see out of the corner of my eye Karl puts his plate on the coffee table.

He moves closer to me and lays his head on my shoulder.

After about 10 more minutes I hear soft snores coming from beside me.

I lean over Karl gently and quietly to turn off the movie.

I run my hand through Karl's hair?

It's soft and fluffy.

He's so cute when he sleeps.

Wait cute?! I didn't just call my best friend cute.

My mind starts spiralling.

It's ok to call your best friend cute and have it mean nothing right?

I can call him cute without it meaning something other than a good friendship.

Right?

But what if?

No it couldn't possibly be like that I only like him as a friend.

He's only cute as a friend nothing more.

Right?

Thanks for reading!

Enjoy the cliffhanger.

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