The Cold Nerd Is A Gangster

56. Was I inlove with you back then?

Black Mare scene

How did it went? Cold na tanung nang lalaki na umiinom nang whiskey. He is sitting down on a spinning chair. Looking at the night city view.

We succeed. He's finally awake from his slumber, my liege. Sabi nung lalaki na nakatayo wearing a mask. He is bowing to the person sitting down.

Hmm. Good job. We need him for the next bloody war. Make sure to keep a close eye on him. Make sure the curse poison is inside him. Don't let her find out about this. Cold na sabi naman nito. He smirked. Enjoying the scenery. The guy standing bowed to him

Understood my king. I'll make sure theres no mistake be made. He said and then left the room.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH this time I will definitely destroy you queen! Along with your precious person and your team. HAHAHAHAHHAAHAH! ILLL MAKE SURE THAT YOU WILL BE DESTORYED.
He shouted, looking like a mad man full with blood lust.
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Scarlet Scene
I contacted Blaze. I went alone this time. But The team is looking out for me except that Im the only one who can hear our conversation. Blaze and I decided na magkita sa private restaurant nya. He said he didnt really trust me so I agreed na dun nalng sa VIP business nila.

So what brought you here Queen? Didn't think you would ever come to me. He said coldly. That's really true. Normally i found out everything but this time I can't do it without witness. Im sure he had some brief moments with Fazed. I sat down on the other side of the table. Theres some food and wine in the table. I pour myself a glass of wine and drunk it.

Lets get straight to the point. Im here to ask, why you're fascinated about Ice. Do you know who he is? I asked coldly.

Hmmm is that what you are here for? HAHAHHA —long pause—- i didnt think that you.. out of all people don't know the answer to that. How far has the Demon queen fallen? He said coldly and seriously. Huh i guess he been underestimating me too much lately. I let out a very strong aura.

Blaze I suggest you take this seriously. That kind of comment will get your head fall off the ground. I said in a very very cold voice. My eyes slowly turned red too. I see that my aura is slowly consuming him. Making it hard to breath for him but he's trying to remain calm and unfazed. Who does he think he is? Fazed? Tsk. I calmed down and he let a good breath.

Hufff huff - hingal ni Blaze. in his mind " She's still got these creepy and evil aura in her. I thought I got used to it but its pointless. She's way too strong for me"

My deepest apologies Queen. It was just a bad joke i said please forget about it. He said. I rolled my eyes and took a sip of my wine.

Just tell me what you know already. I promise you that you'll never be an enemy to us. I said coldly. Elite tens never helped each other without gaining something from one another.

Sigurado kaba this should be your number one worry? Queen. I'm sure you already know that there's something wrong with how your lover woke up from his coma out of nowhere. Don't you think you need to focus on whats going to happen soon instead of focusing on other things. He said coldly. Hes not wrong. But I just know, I need to find out who is Ice first. Ice and the memories that are coming back. I want to know what they are.

I'll be doing that but for now I need you to give me solid explanation of my question. I'll worry about things I need to worry after this. I sadi coldy. He let a deep sigh out.

Fine. But I'm not quite sure sa identity ni Ice. We are investigating him and so far, I know for sure he is related somewhat to your lover.. not just that. In the gangster battle they were moments that he reminds me of fazed and that he's eyes are exactly like him. Cold at seryoso na sabi ni Blaze. We suspected that too. But I want more depth info about him.

I can also sense that. But i want more info about why you think Ice and Fazed might be the same person.

I saw half of his face briefly during the war. I was almost on my way to passing out. But I know for sure, he had the same side face as Lucas. He was with you at that time. You guys were talking. I can remember how badly shock you were. You were also in tears. But im not sure entirely sure. Blurry Yung memories ko as I've lost concious noon. As i hear that I was shock. I dont know why was i in tears? What happened? What was the conversation about?? is that related to the scene replayed in my brain the other day?

Sigurado ka ba dyan? Tanung ko sa kanya. Im sure it was Lucas he saw right not fazed? I couldn't be.. theres no way fazed was important to me. Nah uh. If he was then why cant i ever remember any moments I spent with him.

Im sure. Fazed is not an ordinary man at all Queen. We all know that. He was full of mystery. Im suspecting that you two were somewhat in-love with each other and it almost like fazed had a power to delete memories of that person temporarily.

What? Thats absurd. Fazed? May ganyan na power. And us. Inlove? Pft. Impossible.

I can't explain that theory but you should find out that yourself. One more thing. He protected you. Cold na sabi nya. I look at him with confusion but alam ko na Blaze is ending the conversation from there. I can't explain this feelings. What is happening to me. Why do I feel like my chest is so heavy and about to burst? I need to find Ice. We need to talk.

Thank you. Cold na sabi ko and disappeared. Uhh. Ang daming problema. I don't know where to even start at this point. If Ice and I.. I mean if Fazed and I knew each other back then but how? Fazed hated me. What was the reason again? Ughhh... I put my hand on my head as it started to hurt. I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath.

I sat down in the dark ally chair. Oh yeah. I remembered. He hated me for killing his brother. Although I never remembered doing that and never even met his brother. There must be something about it. I need to investigate again. Talking to Ice about Fazed who he doesn't even know is just ridiculous at this point. Wala akong makukuha na good information about Fazed if kay Ice ako pupunta but it also possible that Ice have lost his memories of being Fazed. If sya talaga si Fazed. Then theres another thing I need to investigate. Why has Lucas woke up? He have been in a coma for years and he's heart even stopped. But since we put something on his body to keep his heart going, he was put in a coma inserted of death bed. The percentage of hin ever woking up is 5. So why?

"Hahh" I let a deep sigh again. I stared at the night sky. Stars. Wow. I haven't had this scenery for too long. How am I suppose to fix this? To fix my feeling for Lucas and to fix this unwanted feelings for Ice. Then there's Fazed too. If Ice isn't Fazed then I'll be more in trouble if Fazed ever shows up. I don't know the reason but when I talked about Fazed to Blaze, my heart sinked. So there's a possibility I care and have feelings for him too. Uhhhhh what is this life story of mine? A harem? Uhh FFS. Tangina. Bat ba kasi ang complicated nito.

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Queen stayed at the dark ally looking at the stars for 10. Mins. Thinking about the problems she have. After that she called for her car and went back to the hideout