Chapter four: No I can't.

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After being told my mate's name my mind has been a jumble of thoughts. My mate is Alpha Luke Johnson, my mission is to assassinate Alpha Luke Johnson. What do I do?, I stop running and lean against a tree. I sit down with a thud and put my head on my knees taking deep breaths to atop myself from hyperventilating. After a few minutes of thinking through my options I stand up knowing what I have to do. I sniff the air eventing my sexy mate is close.

He stops a few feet away from me and crosses his arms over his broad chest. " I can't do this, I am a danger to you and your pack. I will not let innocent people die because of me" I tell him. He steps forward and I step back, before he can get any closer " I Eva rejec " before I can finish rejecting him Luke has me pressed against a tree. " don't please, please don't reject me, please " he begs holding me against the tree.

Hot tears fill my eyes as I hear my wolf howling and snarling at me for hurting our mate who is supposed to love and care for me. " this is the only way, I have to" I whisper trying to stop my voice from cracking. He pulls back anger evident on his face " NO YOU ARE WRONG THIS IS NOT THE ONLY WAY, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? " he shouts. My hands twitch wanting to reach out and touch him but I stop myself just on time. I flinch as my wolf howls in agony.

I shake my head as he continues " we are mates, I will do anything to keep you safe. Please  why can't we be together?". My heart clenches as tears begin to fill his eyes. " no I can't tell you, this is for the best. I am a rogue, you are an Alpha, this wouldn't work. The moon goddess has made a mistake " I tell him quietly but sternly. " NO SHE DIDN'T " he screams. " YES SHE DID, THIS WAS A MISTAKE, FORGET THIS EVER HAPPENED" I yell just as loudly and stomp off.

He grabs my arm and whirls me around, I pull away and wipe the tears that are sliding down my cheeks. " why am I crying, I never cry " I mutter to myself. " Tell me why you want to reject me,  if it's a good reason I will consider it " he whispers soothingly while stroking my cheek. I close my eyes loving the sparks that ignited due to his touch. He runs his finger along my scar " who did this to you? " he asks angrily. I sigh " it doesn't matter now, it happened years ago" I tell him.

I softly growl as he lightly kisses my scar. He smiles against my cheek and says " why can't it be like this? " he whispers. I pull back from hos embrace and laugh humourlessly " where do I start? " I ask. He chuckles " the start " he smiles. I nod my head and begin " well I joined a group of rogues seven years ago and they became my family. I trained and trained with our leader Caleb and became strong enough to beat him. The morning of my 17th birthday Caleb told me he had a mission for me and I agreed. The mission was to assassinate you" I break of in a whisper.

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