𝐒.𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎 𝐎.𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

05- Chris (pt.1)

tw: eating disorders // depression

Chris is always super fun to be around, and I love him so fucking much. Chris has been my boyfriend for 2 years now. We met in high school, I was actually friends with his brother, Matt. So he and Nick came along as an additional package. I can't say that I like Nick or Matt, or even Chris the most, because I love them all. Although i'm dating Chris, the other two willl have a special place in my heart.

Chris is an awesome boyfriend. I can't say he calls in "boyfriend" or "girlfriend." I think he just labels it as we go out together, spend time with each other, lay on the couch and watch movies. I don't exactly like using the word "dating" because I never really liked dating. That was until I met Chris, then he became my first and last.

Chris was heading down the corridors in school, and I was standing at my locker. I was putting some things in it, while also taking a few things out. He was with his brother, Matt. I had always had a crush on Chris, but since he was somewhat of a jock, (he played lacrosse), we never got to talk. I can't tell you that they bully me, I don't get bullied much, but they do make fun of me a lot.

I just finished grabbing my stuff, when the locker opens up next to me. I knew I was getting a new locker buddy, but I didn't know who it was. That was until I heard his voice. "The game last night was-" and then I drowned out the rest of the his voice, it was Matt Sturniolo. I didn't hear anything he said until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked over and up, it was Matt. "Are you okay?"

I guess I zoned out, because Matt doesn't talk to random people, of course, i'm not exactly a "random person." I nodded, then looked at him, "Yeah, just kind of got lost in my thoughts.." I chuckled nervously, and he nodded, "Well, did you wanna come to our game tonight?" I was buffled, it must've been a joke on me. "As long as it's not a joke. " He laughed and put his arm around me.

"Well of course it's not. We're buddy's now." He declared, and I smiled. "Why are you being so nice?" I asked, after his friends walked away. "Well, Y'know Chris?" We both looked over at him, who was busy putting stuff in his locker. "He's crazy about you. Plus, you seem real chill." I shrugged and turned back to my locker, I have this feeling that this is a joke, but Matt wouldn't do that, because they aren't like that.

"Hey Matt!" Chris walked over to him, who was leaned against the locker next to me. "Have you talked to Nick today?" I smiled, and closed my locker. "I'll see you guys later. " I was close to walking away, but Matt grabbed my arm, "Do you have an instagram?" I turned back around. "Sure. Let me see your phone." He handed me his phone, so I followed me. "I'll give Chris yours too." I gave him a thumbs up, and they kept talking.

I remember that during class, I kept hearing whispers about me. It might've been my mind, because it always does that. I think it definetly wasn't for real. After class, I headed to my locker, and weirdly, no one was near it. I shrugged it off, and opened my locker. When I felt arms around my torso and someone picking me up, just to put me behind them. "Hey Chris." I said, smiling.

"Hey." I walked back towards my locker. "So I was thinking, that if and when we win the championship, you should go on a date with me." I put all of my things in my locker neatly, and nodded, "sure, I would like that." I grabbed my drumsticks. "You do know that lunch is next? Why do you need those?" I looked down at them, "well, because i'm not eating lunch."

He looked at me, he had a concerned look on his face. I don't understand why, but hey. "Why not? I'm starving, why aren't you eating?" I shook my head, and looked at him. "No reason.." I mumbled, and I felt someone grab onto the other end of the drumsticks. It was him, he held onto the drumsticks.

next is nick, but the next Chris part, will be a finish of this part, because it's super long.

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