𝐒.𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎 𝐎.𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

13- Matt (pt.2)

IT (2017) SPOILERS (kinda)

Chris knows that I love horror movies. I know that Matt isn't like a "soft boy" simply because he is not. People like to think he is, but he hates horror movies. Even worse, horror movies with clowns. I'm not babying him, because he's 19 now and he doesn't want to be treated like a baby. I looked up at Matt when he literally gripped onto my shoulder.

Matt is deathly afraid of clowns, and we all knew that. But, if we -- or, I comfort him Enough, he'll be ok. I put my hand on his, and set my head down on his chest. I smiled warmly at him, and he smiled back. He knew that I just wanted him to focus on me, and he did. I grabbed his hand, and just started to trace the marks on his palm.

This would calm him down, and he would be able to watch the movie calmly. That is until Pennywise jumps out at Richie, and Matt begins to panic. This part is full of Pennywise, and Matt just isn't doing it. His breathing becomes heavy and his chest rises up, down. Fast. "Chris, turn it off. " I said, keeping my eyes on Matt. "What? Why? " He asked, then looked at Matt.

Chris quickly turned it off, and I sat back up. This was a bad one. I haven't seen a bad one from him for a while. I kept hold of his hand, and Chris- along with Nick, came up to him. "Guys, don't bombard him. Give him some space. " I said, not meaning to sound rude, and hopefully they know I don't mean it like that. They both back up, and I reach my hand up to his cheek. "Matty B. " I said, half jokingly, and he chuckled a little.

I smiled, as he calmed down a little. Chris comes up to him, smiling softly. I've never actually seen the soft side of Chris. I just know the fun, energetic, and crazy Chris.  "Hey Matt. Just uh, calm down? " I thought this was going to be a wholesome moment, but how can it be with Chris? It's a funny moment, but it calms Matt down, so I guess it works.

After we calm Matt down completely, I sit down on the other side of the couch, and Matt lays on my stomach. I just mess and with his hair. "Matt, I really love you.." I said, smiling and he looked up at me. He smiled "I love you too." Chris and Nick walked away after I laid down.
"Are you okay?" He asked me, and I nodded. "You're the one who just had a panic attack. I should be the one asking you. "

He shook his head and shrugged. "Yeah but, I mean-- are you okay?" "Well of course. My life is going great. I have great friends, a great boyfriend, and I haven't felt this happy for so long. " I smiled at him and he smiled so brightly. "And I have a great girlfriend." He said, with real tears in his eyes. I laughed, "Don't start crying now! You'll make me feel bad. " He reached up and kissed me. I kissed him and we just started laughing.

After a few minutes of just laughing, Chris and Nick walk in, "C'mon, we're gonna start filming soon." I smiled and looked back at Matt. "Happy Friday." Matt stands up and takes my hand, lifting me up.

I really do have a great life..

The things I'm best at:
writing
keryboards
CLIFFHANGERS

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