"I hate you" I wish to throw those words
Instead I say all things nonsense
I try to justify my pointless arguments
Wishing desperately I don't make sense
But deep inside I hope you knew
What it feels like when I watch you
You move like a sand dune in a dessert
Yet you complain you are out of tune
My entire purpose was your life
But I have seen neither the sun nor stars
Your face is what stops and keeps me going
And your words are the reasons for my scars
Your morals justify your anger
But do they have to justify mine?
I fight for you when you weep and cry
But not you when I feel like I might die
I listen and listen for centuries to come
And I hug you even if my world may end
But when I am all alone at night and naked
I still ask if you would do the same
And all my love for you is a curse
I trained myself to be your warrior
But you have your own fortress
Between us, my barrier
If that is all my love accounts for
I'll have no choice but to bid goodbye
May you be blessed in the world
Where I am no longer alive
I write this letter as a farewell
With no hatred in my heart
When you realize what I mean here
I truly wish we are apart
