If I said goodbye
I wish I don't face you
I've always been one to run
So I'll run not to replace you
My goodbyes are heavy
And my heart is heavier
To other's I am flaky
But to you I can be flakier
I am weird and you are too
It's never been a bother
Not with me and you
A silence that is comforting
A rage filled in care
The darkness with fun
And pain with a flair
Your hair is my home
And my hands make your hair
And that is a lifetime
A promise I will bear
To distance from you
Is a sin I wish to commit
But it is also a hope
To do better and not drift
This locked cage is loaded
And I am trapped not with you
It is already a hell
So I hope I can stop that for you
I weigh my words like gold
And I weigh your silence like verdict
I don't want to make mistakes
But is it okay if I did?
Will you still talk if I get loud?
Will you stay if I push you out?
I have no defense
I wish to leave without farewell
