Tears roll down my face
Thunders crash my ears
I have been birthed a mistake
Is it wrong to not face my fears?
Never did I realize the power
Never did I ever fathom
That a word can have ripples
Tides to swallow me phantom
I thought I deserved the world
But not once did I even wonder
If the world thought the same
To not have my hopes render
It took only seconds to say it
It will now take me a lifetime
To think that maybe I might
Be worthy in a corner and a dime
Is it wrong I wanted to be loved?
In those feelings that I owned
Now they provide no anchor
No lifeboat to ride me ashore
I swam to be in the hopefuls
Now I drown in the cusp of pain
Maybe my disappearance would be easy
Not that you really wanted me here
Or maybe it would drive you crazy
Though I will never know your tears
I think a thousand thoughts
All of them more terrible than the last
But you won't know what I face
You forgot what you said
But I will live by its taste
And maybe my death won't be your despair
