Shadows - Fillie

3 / fade away

Friday morning, he was expecting Friday to be a got day. He didn't really know why, he just got that that feeling, the luck of the day was in his hands.

Not in a way that he was responsible for all of the luck around the world, but someone was going to get especially lucky.

Currently 6:30 am, time for him to turn off his alarm, stand up and make a little breakfast. Or he could be earlier today and trap a coffee before work.

He was kind of struggling with that thought in his brain, the girl from the coffeeshop is still in his head and he just doesn't seem to be able to get rid of her, maybe because he just didn't want to.

The decision was clear, he was going to leave the house earlier, just to not be late and get the chances up, to see her again, but that was a secret, he didn't even admit to himself. And still it was pretty obvious, but nevermind.

In that moment he was lacing his shoes and then put on a jacket, just a sweater similar One, because even though, the days were really hot, the mornings were still too cold for finn the one who freezes too fast.

Pretty good prepared, he pulled the key out of the door. Tapping down the stars, five minute walk until he was turning around the corner, now in the prettiest street of whole toronto.

Now 6:47 am, the bakery, next to the coffee shop was open too. He felt very relaxed, he had time and no pressure, nothing that really stopped mind from creating its own thoughts and dreams. Also he was pretty proud of himself for, moving on, from the past.

The whole history with his parents, was pretty tough. Now, that he wasn't depending on them anymore, his life actually started to become easier.

And still he got so traumatized, his past life wasn't the worst but if he would have spent more time , in his hometown, it could have actually, ended in the hospital.
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"Get that in your head, okay? It just means, that you are dump enough, to blow the deal up. How could you? Literally a little pussy, i don't think, with that attitude, you're going to be very successful. But i mean, what do i know, right? You're just a little bitch, a dick and do you know what, soon you are homeless too. Get your stuff together and piss off, get out of my house."

Finn was laying in the corner, crying. His father was very abusive, at that time. It was right after, his mother passed away.

Both of them, simply could not control their emotions. He remembers these times, es really dark, alone, hurt, from the inside and outside.

If could change the things that hapernd in the past he would have moved out, right after he died.

It's not like the relationship, between him and his dad, was really good before the death of his mom.

But in fact it was way better, when both of them were slightly younger.

So he actually also misses his dad, the old dad. Because changes we can lose people too.
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Now in a pretty bad mood, he stated sipping his hot coffee, maybe a bit too hot. If he's going to have to drink so slowly, he might be late again....ups.

Sometimes plans just don't work, what can he do about it? Right now, he just stands up and bumps into someone, great everything he needed.

Wonderful mistakes always happen, when you don't need them at all, not even a little bit.

The someone, looked up, obviously the coffee was spilled all over her sweater.