Enemies to lovers | JADEN WALTON |

Breakdown🤍

Jadens pov

I stood there in shock for a total of 2 minutes before I could even comprehend what was happening. My legs took off before my body as I ran down the stairs and out the front door.

What was I doing the last person she would want to see would be me. But I couldn't stop my legs carried me to the front of her house. I didn't even bother to knock I just let myself in. No car was parked in the drive way so I assumed her family weren't home.

I stopped in my tracks.... I turned around to leave. I shouldn't be doing this. She hates me. I heard soft whimpers coming from upstairs. I rubbed my hands on my face and let out a breath. I turned back around and quietly jogged up the stairs into the direction of her room.

I opened the door a crack peering though to the almost lifeless body lying on her bed hands covering her face. I knew she was alive though many cry's and whimpers kept leaving her lips. I stepped inside

"Fuck y/n I'm so sorry I know you don't won't me  here but jayla was busy and I- I sawww th- text...." I couldn't look at her. This was a massive mistake. I couldn't form words. I kept studdering.

"You" she whispers out.

I finally get the courage to look at her I study her face. Her eyes were red and here lips were swollen. All I wanted to do was jump under the covers and let her cry into my shoulder untill she fell asleep. But I knew that wouldn't happen. And by the look on her face all shit was about hit the fan.

Y/n sniffles and wipes her tear stain cheeks with her sweater.

"You know it's really funny" oh my here she goes trying to put in a brave face and argue with me. Why doesn't she understand I just want to help.

"Y/n don't, you know it's not going to end well for the both of us" I say stepping closer to the bed away from the door.

She ignores me

"You started these breakdowns again. I hadn't had one in six years. Six years." She repeats herself. She stands up knees wobbling and body as shaky as ever. I just want to give her a hug.

She steps down to the bottom of the stairs. Eyes glossed over a few tears escaping and running down her cheek.

"Do you know what that feels like!" She starts yelling as she drops to her knees. I step back out of pure instinct. Fuck how I wish jayla was here. I debated running away like I do with all my problems. But I couldn't.

Y/n picked herself up off the ground and walked over to her photo wall. She reaches at younger photo of herself standing with her brother.

"See this jaden" she shakes the photo viciously. Her tears getting worse. She looks me dead in the eye and rips it up chucking it on the floor.

"I wanted to die ok and I haven't felt like that in a long time!" She yells. A tear rolls down my cheek. I don't know why. All my emotions had confused themselves inside my head. I want to help her. I need to help her. She needs me.

She turns away from me. Sobbing louder than anything and rips as many of the photos off as she could before looking on top of her dresser. She walks over to it and starts banging her head as hard as she can in the wooden object.

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

The three words keep spilling out of her mouth. I'm now crying. It's time I did something.

I walk over to her lifting her head up by her neck. She pushes her head against me.

Kill me

Kill me

Kill me

I choose to ignore her.

I pull her head to my chest  and lift her leg's up. Her tired limp body fighting against mine. She is still crying and I think she has noticed I am to. She points at my cheek.

"Look see I made you cry. Fuck everyone hates me" she starts crying again even heavier. I lay her down in her bed.

"Look y/n this is not the right time to say it but I don't hate you ok. Fuck y/n it's the complete opposite. You drive me crazy and I hate that I push you away. The reason I'm crying is cause I lo- like you ok. And I care and I'm sorry about everything and everyone and can we just turn over a new leaf." She doesn't answer

"Look it's not important right now ok just rest up I'm going home we will talk about it later." I kiss her on the forehead without thinking and mentally slap my self. I walk towards her door.

"Wait" she says

I turn around. I should leave. I shouldn't stay.

"Can you stay for a bit" she asks black mascara shades her under eyes from crying. Her cheeks were rosy. Her face curious as she waited for my answer.

After a lot of thinking I agreed and climbed in next to her. She placed her arm over my torso and I shuddered at the touch.

"I think I like you to" she says

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A/n

Ok sorry for the late update but like ew I hate this but her you go